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this ever present rage.
this boiling hate.
-my ever hidden state.

it does not matter you can not feel it.
i would not wish you to.
i dont know how much longer my center can hold.
when i fall,
when my control releases.
Remember me as i am now.

not for what i will do.

Im tired. Im angry. i cant take this much longer.