we always thought it would get better after this.
it was for a short time,
but we've slid back into the same old routine.
where no one really knows who we are.
the only difference this time;
we won't share our secrets.

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slowly giving up on the world around me.
everything is in chaos;
a never ending cycle of babble.
We're all so tired;
Tired of the he said she said ways.
But we've found a way to compromise;
or maybe that's another lie.
Temptation soar and colors fly;
human instincts all gone awry.

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"Like yourself.
It's okay to be content with you and what you do.
I'm telling you this because i don't think you know;
you're fine,
spectacular.
Please let this penetrate your bones."

even though my words may sound like habit
i try and try and try to stop it
i only thought of you yesterday
i shouldn't have bothered to poke myself well anyway

Go without,
'Til the need seeps in,
You're low anymore,
Collect your novel petals for the stem,

And glow,
Glow,
Melt and flow,
Eviscerate your fragile frame,
And spill it out in the ragged floor,
A thousand different versions of yourself

Why must people’s breaking hearts pretend?
Why must happy hearts break so hard, 
leave you staring in the mirror at a bar? 
Leave you talking to yourself,
because you can’t talk to anybody.

I wouldn't mind...
To feel hurt again.

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