It's always fascinated me how sometimes a "random" thought seems to be a foreshadow to an event that's about to occur. I'll think of it one day and then a day or two later- a manifestation. I recently (sometime within the past 5 days) decided to start jotting these things down when they occured, because things that like interest nerds like me... I ( Read more... )

Trying not to be Debbie Downer ( Read more... )

-I woke up at 5am on Monday morning fresh from a dream where I couldn't breathe properly... Those have to be the worst. I remember pushing my jaw down with my fingers to try to open the airway. I remember that my co-worker, Caitlin, was making me a huuuge nebulizer treatment. The only other thing I remember specifically was that I ended up getting ( Read more... )

I've been trying really hard to eat better and exercise more... Whenever I do these things, even for a short amount of time, I'm always amazed at how much better I feel overall. I do not want to be a sad, pessimistic, drained, little creature who grows more obese by the day just lying in bed on the laptop... I've also been inspired to work on my ( Read more... )

Priceless moments... My parents got a new computer and have been learning how to use it. I received this message from my mom, it was titled "test ( Read more... )

I know I've been dwelling on this way too much, and even texted Jen about it this morning, but my feelings are hurt! One of our couple friends sent out their yearly holiday cards and only addressed it to Pathy, including inside the card... It had their generic family update inside and then they had handwritten something like "You're a great friend ( Read more... )

I have several recurring themes in my dreams... I just woke up from the culmination of several of them in one. I was supposed to be going to a class being taught by Carolyn Morales but I couldn't find my shoes, didn't know what book I needed and didn't know if there had been a homework assignment. I was planning to bring every single book on my ( Read more... )

One cell in the office,
one cell in the jail.
One bare, gray cell wall away
from posting my own bail.

ED 9/09

There were so many points I wanted to make like ten minutes ago, but now... I think I'll just read Cosmo. I'm feeling reflective, but perhaps not expressive. Lots of alone time+Seneca Lake+Lois Lowry's The Giver+PMS=mind/spirit spasms.

EDITED to note: and 'gasms!

PS: Pathy finally got the results of her sleep study that she did like a month ago or more... The dude told her that she woke up 261 times during the night!!!! So obv she has to get the machine. I've been telling her for years that she has sleep apnea, now we know officially.