today was a first ( Read more... )

how do you get back that kind of trust?

i have this feeling.
i can't really explain it.

weave2 last night-it was alright.

rave at the gizz's is being considered.

i don't know what to do anymore.
about anything.
it's such a weird feeling.

things are changing. some are staying. some never were. life is so twisted.

so basically, today was not all that sunny. so i didn't go tanning. so now i'm just bored. emily's out looking for a prom dress, i didn't go bcuz my mom's a whore ( Read more... )

saturday didn't have guitar cuz my teacher wasn't gonna be there. so i went to the school and said goodbye to jay and right this moment he's in scotland. :) then i went shopping with jill, jess, and katie. :)

sunday went to breakfast with my parents. woaahhh when does that happen? then i layed outside for a little then went to tennis.

monday i ( Read more... )

i need a new layout.
maybe even a new user name.
i also want/need to go shopping.
and get out of this house.
i need to find my zen.
ha, screw zen.
the end.

absolutely no reason to update, yet, on the contrary, i am.

last night i went to the volleyball game. we won, mark made an amazing save. then after, k dubb, nadia, and i went to panera. that was my night... this morning i went to guitar. period. the end. by kay. tee. double. you. hallelujah.

RAVE AT THE LANTERN
ya'll in?
i am.

actually since k ( Read more... )

it's kind of sad not having grease rehearsals anymore. oh well ( Read more... )

ms. cav def. gives us way too much work. it really pisses me off ( Read more... )

eh, vacation's over. it went by way too fast.
last night i went to the movies with my sammi sizz, zak, and chris. what more to say.
tomorrow we have school again. that's just fabulous.

i hate ms. cav's stupid english projects. they are pointless and don't teach anything. :)

boys suck. they really do. my heart hurts. wayyy too much.