Blah.
I didn't cry today.
Which to me, is pretty good since I've been crying in the most random places at the most random times the past couple days.
This is really sad. It used to take a whole lot of shit to make me cry.
Even so, I still can't do it in front of people.
I want to say so much more.
I can't . And I don't know why.,
Which to me, is pretty good since I've been crying in the most random places at the most random times the past couple days.
This is really sad. It used to take a whole lot of shit to make me cry.
Even so, I still can't do it in front of people.
I want to say so much more.
I can't . And I don't know why.,
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Umm..well first off, I just spent the lastcouple minutes reading your entries (I'm probably gonna regret that since I have to wake up for school soon lol) and I guess we really do have a lot in common.
I don't know whether to feel relieved that there's someone out there like me or sad, knowing that someone is as depressed, if not more then I am.
I know how it feels, to have to put on a happy face for everyone and to joke around. It gets tiring.
And at the end of the day, I'm disgusted with myself because I feel so fake.
And I know how hard it is to keep it all a secret in fear of hurting other people. Even though I'm a stranger, you can talk to me whenever you need.
Sometimes, it's easier to talk to a random person then to a best friend.
Were both trying to be great one day. And we will be.
(:
XoXo,
Carmen
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