I loved you and I should've said it.
11 LAYERS OF ME
LAYER ONE: On the outside.
Full Name: Amelia Kathleen Eimert
Birthday: April 28th, 1990
Single or Taken?: Single
School: Clark University
Major: Undeclared/undecided.
Eye Color: Brown.
Hair Color: Brown, dyed auburn but faded back to brown.
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac Sign: Taurus.
LAYER TWO: On the inside.
Your Heritage: Irish/German/Scottish.
Your Fears: Never finding what makes me happy, being mediocre, losing people I care about, never opening up to people... fairly common things, I think.
Goal(s): Travel, be successful at whatever I end up doing, to cease being envious of everyone else.
Regrets: Of course, but nothing too dramatic.
Relieve Stress: Listen to music, go on walks, photography.
Hardest thing ever dealt with: I don't know :/ my life hasn't thrown me too, too many dramatic curve balls. Seeing my mom in and out of hospitals and falling apart was not easy--neither was having to accept that my parents didn't love each other.
What upsets you: Prolonged idleness, selfishness, having people disappointed in me, criticism.
Vent about something: Here? In front of everyone?! Just kidding. Nothing warrants a vent right now.
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, today, tomorrow.
Your thoughts first waking up: "I slept in way too late again."
Your most missed memory: The feeling of being a kid--the simplicity. Summers at the Cape and Hampton, not realizing it was weird that we went on separate vacations with mom and dad, haha.
LAYER FOUR: You’re picking.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds.
Single or Group dates: Depends on the person.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Neither. Arizona or Snapple plz.
Chocolate or Vanilla: I prefer the smell of vanilla and the taste of chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee.
LAYER FIVE: Do you?
Do Drugs: Nope.
Have a crush: Not really, not anymore.
Think you've been in love: Definitely not.
Want to get married: Possibly. I also like the idea of just finding someone who just wants to be with me, spend his life with me even if we never make it official with marriage. I don't know. The divorce rate scares me: I would never want my relationship to exist partly based on the benefits marriage offers. Not to mention marriage feels kind of like a cage, a trap. But I really do believe it's possible to find someone who will spend their life with you.
Believe in yourself: On occasion.
LAYER SIX: In the past month.
Drank alcohol: No.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Eaten Sushi: No.
Gone skating: Haha, no.
Dyed your hair: No.
Done something exciting: Nothing out of the ordinary!-... And that saddens me.
LAYER SEVEN: Have you ever?
Hid something from someone: Of course.
Stolen anything: No.
LAYER EIGHT: Getting old.
Age you're hoping to be married: Well, it has to be after 30 or I'm disinherited. Thanks, Weave! But, really, I think that's smart. Plus I want to live with them for a couple years first anyway.
Age you're hoping to have children: Maybe... I really don't know.
Want to travel to: Everywhere. Please, please, please.
LAYER NINE: Perfect guy/girl.
Best Eye Color: It's not the color, really. If they pop, they pop. Brown eyes, blue eyes, green eyes--they can all be gorgeous.
Best Hair Color: No preference. Typically darker hair, though.
Short or Long Hair: Not a buzz cut, but none of that long, greasy crap.
LAYER TEN: What were you doing?
5 MINUTES AGO: Talking to Annie on MSN.
1 HOUR AGO: Watching the BBC with Elena.
1 YEAR AGO: Getting excited for college.
LAYER ELEVEN: Finish the sentence.
I Love: when I'm active and not lazing about, wasting away.
I Feel: uninspired, conflicted and ready for something different.
I Hate: a couple things. Ask and thou shalt receive!
I Hide: THE SECRET ME (WHICH I AM FORCED TO HIDE.) I suppose I hide my affection--a lot. A lot, a lot.
I Miss: not having to know what I want to do--the time where indecisiveness was common.
I Need: to make money.
LAYER ONE: On the outside.
Full Name: Amelia Kathleen Eimert
Birthday: April 28th, 1990
Single or Taken?: Single
School: Clark University
Major: Undeclared/undecided.
Eye Color: Brown.
Hair Color: Brown, dyed auburn but faded back to brown.
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac Sign: Taurus.
LAYER TWO: On the inside.
Your Heritage: Irish/German/Scottish.
Your Fears: Never finding what makes me happy, being mediocre, losing people I care about, never opening up to people... fairly common things, I think.
Goal(s): Travel, be successful at whatever I end up doing, to cease being envious of everyone else.
Regrets: Of course, but nothing too dramatic.
Relieve Stress: Listen to music, go on walks, photography.
Hardest thing ever dealt with: I don't know :/ my life hasn't thrown me too, too many dramatic curve balls. Seeing my mom in and out of hospitals and falling apart was not easy--neither was having to accept that my parents didn't love each other.
What upsets you: Prolonged idleness, selfishness, having people disappointed in me, criticism.
Vent about something: Here? In front of everyone?! Just kidding. Nothing warrants a vent right now.
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, today, tomorrow.
Your thoughts first waking up: "I slept in way too late again."
Your most missed memory: The feeling of being a kid--the simplicity. Summers at the Cape and Hampton, not realizing it was weird that we went on separate vacations with mom and dad, haha.
LAYER FOUR: You’re picking.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds.
Single or Group dates: Depends on the person.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Neither. Arizona or Snapple plz.
Chocolate or Vanilla: I prefer the smell of vanilla and the taste of chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee.
LAYER FIVE: Do you?
Do Drugs: Nope.
Have a crush: Not really, not anymore.
Think you've been in love: Definitely not.
Want to get married: Possibly. I also like the idea of just finding someone who just wants to be with me, spend his life with me even if we never make it official with marriage. I don't know. The divorce rate scares me: I would never want my relationship to exist partly based on the benefits marriage offers. Not to mention marriage feels kind of like a cage, a trap. But I really do believe it's possible to find someone who will spend their life with you.
Believe in yourself: On occasion.
LAYER SIX: In the past month.
Drank alcohol: No.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Eaten Sushi: No.
Gone skating: Haha, no.
Dyed your hair: No.
Done something exciting: Nothing out of the ordinary!-... And that saddens me.
LAYER SEVEN: Have you ever?
Hid something from someone: Of course.
Stolen anything: No.
LAYER EIGHT: Getting old.
Age you're hoping to be married: Well, it has to be after 30 or I'm disinherited. Thanks, Weave! But, really, I think that's smart. Plus I want to live with them for a couple years first anyway.
Age you're hoping to have children: Maybe... I really don't know.
Want to travel to: Everywhere. Please, please, please.
LAYER NINE: Perfect guy/girl.
Best Eye Color: It's not the color, really. If they pop, they pop. Brown eyes, blue eyes, green eyes--they can all be gorgeous.
Best Hair Color: No preference. Typically darker hair, though.
Short or Long Hair: Not a buzz cut, but none of that long, greasy crap.
LAYER TEN: What were you doing?
5 MINUTES AGO: Talking to Annie on MSN.
1 HOUR AGO: Watching the BBC with Elena.
1 YEAR AGO: Getting excited for college.
LAYER ELEVEN: Finish the sentence.
I Love: when I'm active and not lazing about, wasting away.
I Feel: uninspired, conflicted and ready for something different.
I Hate: a couple things. Ask and thou shalt receive!
I Hide: THE SECRET ME (WHICH I AM FORCED TO HIDE.) I suppose I hide my affection--a lot. A lot, a lot.
I Miss: not having to know what I want to do--the time where indecisiveness was common.
I Need: to make money.