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everything46

To The Annonymous Autographer Of My Previous Entry:

Jul 12, 2003 16:33

hey, whoever responded to my last entry, meaning any one of the 8 of you that knows this journal exists or one of the millions i don't know about, whoever it was tell me your name. i don't like annonymous messages, especially if you know me, as your response lends toward the affirmative. you sounded upset. if you want to talk about something i ( Read more... )

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Still here... anonymous August 1 2003, 23:24:32 UTC

i will stay on this page a little longer, in case you are writing a new entry.... perhaps we can speak through this for a while.

by the way everything46 August 3 2003, 14:33:45 UTC

i tried to get into my chatroom and it won't work on this computer. don't know why, it just doesnt. sorry.

A little about me... anonymous August 1 2003, 23:50:34 UTC

now do not get excited because i am going to reveal a little bit about me, because it will not be enough to know my identity. i know you as you have already figured out. and it seems that since i last encountered you, you are a lot different. what has changed you? although, i am somewhat different too. reality, loneliness, and heartache has changed me, as it changes everyone. i wonder, do you still smell intoxicating? does your skin still taste and feel as sweet as it did then? perhaps i should not ask such questions. not only do they give away more information about me, they also, if answered, may make me miss you more. i know many of the people around you as well, which probably does not surprise you. but that does not really matter. the one who knows that i am writing these messages, has sworn to secrecy. if they do not, they shall face my wrath. although that is not too bad because i am somewhat timid these days. uncaring about most things. very worrisome though. i suppose you have heard enough about my troubles. what are some of ( ... )

??? everything46 August 3 2003, 14:47:10 UTC

if only i knew when "then" was i could probably tell you about how i smell or taste... how long ago was it that you last saw me? before or after i got my second tattoo? i imagine that since i always use the same cologne and deodorant that i still smell the same. i'm not sure about how i've changed. working security for 2 years i think had a lot to do with it. then there's my band, my car, past relationships, new experiences, my accident, my friends, new and old- a lot can change a man, you know. i'm not a hundred percent sure what has changed me or even what has changed about me, for that matter. i just know i'm still my father's son no matter what. who else knows you're writing me, anyways? why can't i know that? do you live in or around manassas? can you at least tell me that? who do you know that i know? and why are you always so grim? what is wrong? please, give me something to work with. maybe i can help you. this anonymus thing is not helping me to understand you. if you're hurt and it's my fault, i'm sorry. but ( ... )

me again anonymous August 3 2003, 22:52:13 UTC

ha ha, no my spies are not paid and i guess they really are not spies. just people that you and i both know. although i believe that these days i communicate with them more than you do. no, i do not live in or around manassas, thank god or somebody. i want to accept your apology and i do for now, but i feel that if you knew who i was, you would not offer me one. so, you are still living with moose and sharon. i hope that they are doing fine. i last saw you before the second tattoo. the only one i know of is the dragon on you left arm. what is the new one? where is it? i heard about your band, and even some of the music. sounded like that could have gone somewhere, did it? will it? accident? what accident? were you injured? i hope not. the picture i looked at was of you. dressed in black and smiling at the camera. i looked for others, but have not found any yet. i have one still in my mind though. i know a lot about you george. me, i'm in a lot of pain, yes. but i'm surviving through it. in fact, i almost flipped my vehicle over today ( ... )

Re: me again everything46 August 5 2003, 23:12:26 UTC

hello again. glad you're still here. do i talk to these "spies" of yours at all anymore? i don't really get out much these days, actually. and you can't knock manassas, at least it's home, well to me anyways. i've been in worse places, trust me. well, i guess if you're never going to tell me who you are then there's no point anymore to figuring it out. so i guess you're a human, you know how to type, you like poe and your name begins with one of the 26 letters of the english alphabet, i am assuming. good enough for me. although i really wish you wouldn't be so quick as to fear telling me on account of whether or not i'd be apt to offer you an apology for your pain. everyone on this earth could benefit from a little empathy now and then. anywho, i still have the dragon tattoo, it's pretty well grafted to my skin, but i did get a new tat, yea. it's cool. it's the symbol of a crystal ball with a lightning scratch in it. it's red. it's my band symbol, and it's on my left shoulder blade. nifty stuff... i'm getting another one ( ... )

i have an idea anonymous August 2 2003, 00:10:03 UTC

upon exploring your website, i discovered you chatroom. maybe we could chat there sometime.
yours, anon.

I have returned. anonymous August 14 2003, 22:28:23 UTC

george my dear friend, i have returned. i hope you have missed me. i was in the hospital for a few days, but my medical problems have been fixed. i went on a short vacation to see friends and family. it was a good time and i did enjoy myself. i am sorry to hear about your accident. i am glad that your band thing is working out well. i hope i can get a hold of one of your albums. as far as what i know, well, for one, i know that you dont like onions. in fact you specifically ask for no onions, extra mustard and pickles on your CHEESEburgers. i know that you are a george killians irish red fan. i also know that you are very good looking when naked. so, i know quite a lot about you. i know that you like nine inch nails. i also know that you used to like to go clubbing. i know that you have been married. i have kept up with you. i hear things. and as far as the spies go, you dont talk to them often, but i believe you do in passing sometimes. most importantly i know that you are a loving person when you are not bitter at the world. you ( ... )

"hello" everything46 August 15 2003, 02:31:05 UTC

playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again

has no one told you she's not breathing, hello
i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to, hello

if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream

don't try to fix me- i'm not broken, hello
i'm the lie living for you so you can hide, don't cry

suddenly i know i'm not sleeping, hello
i'm still here- all that's left of yesterday...

-evanessence

My Immortal anonymous August 15 2003, 09:16:31 UTC

i'm so tired of being here ( ... )

about you anonymous August 14 2003, 22:33:49 UTC

you asked me to tell you about you. well the picture in my mind is how i last saw you. blonde hair, cut short. you werent smiling then. you were wearing the black shirt that i always liked. i wanted then to touch you, smell you, memorize you. but i could not get near to you. i tried to hold back the tears and i managed to keep them inside but they drowned my soul. i know that i will probably never see you that close again, so i have to cling to every little thing i have left. it is okay though, i have accepted this fact. so, that's all i can tell you right now. not that it helps, the last time i saw you was at mikes diner. anyway, off to dream land i go. goodnight my friend.
from the past, anon.

everything46 August 15 2003, 02:45:09 UTC

i have no response to that. i mean, i haven't had my blonde hair since december, the black shirt, well i know which one you're probably talking about, but i wear that quite frequently. this is not getting very far. anyways, yes i missed you- well i thought about you, at least. i can't say i could miss someone i don't know, but i had hoped you were okay and that i'd hear from you again. i'm glad you're back from your vacation. where did you go, anyways, and why were you in the hospital? you're alright now, right? well look, it's like almost 6am and i have to be at work at noon, so i'm going to go and get some sleep. write me back whenever you can, and i'll be checking in as regularly as i can to see if you've left me anything.

just a little message anonymous August 15 2003, 08:55:03 UTC

here is a message from me. *smile* well, i went to tennessee to see family and friends. had a good time. also traveled to atlanta for a trip to six flags. fun time, but very hot and humid. i was in the hospital because i was very sick. mostly due to my own stupidity. i am okay now though. will be even better after i visit the doctor again in september. i know that we are not getting very far in revealing my identity, but hey, i have to have a few secrets. although, it seems like secrets get people into trouble sometimes. heh. what hours do you work? i wonder if there is anyway i could get a hold of you other than through this. *shrug* i dont know. anyway, i'm glad to hear that someone thinks about me. that makes me feel better. anyway, i guess i will talk to you later. i will post again around midnight tonight. maybe a little later than that. either way, i will be here again tonight. sometimes i think i have insomnia. anyways, i will look for another message from you then. have a wonderful day.
from the past, anon.