I don't know.

[everythingfaded]

I don't even know why i bother writing in this journal anymore. The things that are really on my mind I can't even really talk about. It doesn't matter anyways. It never will happen and it was never there. It was all in my head. I fell for it so it's really my own fault. I have no right to feel the way I feel

Comments

with much love.

[clearlyunseen]

First of all, the only reason you feel so down is because you're listening to Avril Lavigne.

Second, don't eat yellow snow.

Third, save the HW for when you're hungover from New Year's. I hear it gets done quicker that way.

Re: with much love.

[everythingfaded]

avril isn't my favorite person to listen to but she's not so bad.

yellow snow? ewwwwwww

Why would I be hungover? OoO, i want a hangover!! Bring the beer and I'll supply the party! :P Kidding. Although I would like to drink some red wine, and beer. Just to try it.

ok yeah. I actually went back to homework and now i have a headache and I think my brain is leaking. :\

[kisskiss_luxury]

I know what you mean.
I know exactly how you feel.

[everythingfaded]

wish it would go away. i don't like feeling this way.

[kisskiss_luxury]

we're not supposed to. but we do. no one likes feeling that way. but isn't that just life? it's all a learning process...

isn't it?

[everythingfaded]

yeah it is.