this is probably a lost cause, writing in my journal, about things that go on. because it never changes anything and it never makes me feel better, in all truth i write in here so people will know, and I always hoped after knowing, they'd try to comfort me maybe? I mean, I'm not saying when I write in here people don't respond but usually they don' ( Read more... )

why does the non full version update work but not the full version? I don't know, anyways, I busted my shit pretty well today, made a total ass of myself infront of a lot of people. To say the least I tripped over a stadium seat chair in the auditorium and was some sort of entertainment for a bunch of people, in return I came out of it with this. ( Read more... )

Shana just called me, crying. Well not crying but I knew she wanted to, until I asked her if she was ok and if she wanted a HUGE hug then she laughed a little and then started crying, I told her not to be sad and that I'd give her a big hug when I saw her, and to smile. Instead of spending my time at 4 seasons tonight like I planned, I will go ( Read more... )

I Played the fool today ( Read more... )

My aim officially doesn't work now on this computer at school. this dissapoints me tremendously, but it's not like anyone was on when I was at school, so I suppose it's not all that bad ( Read more... )

I think this journal entry is just going to be incredibly long, and then again maybe what I need to say is held in very few words, and I wish I knew which because every time I try to explain things I never know what to say, because everything I feel Just doesn't come out easily understood, or something. I could use corney lines like "I can see ( Read more... )

Hey love, where you going to ( Read more... )

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I really want to hate you and I would really love to say fuck you to your face cause I think it'd make me feel a million times better, well a fuck you followed by a blow to your face maybe, yeah maybe someday and no this time it won't mean I have a crush on you.

Tonight was odd/awesome because I was able to hang out with Ty again, why I ever stopped talking to him and why I blocked his SN on my buddylist I don't know... The only bad part about tonight was finding my way to his house, and back home after I dropped him off. it took me 2 hours to get to his house when it only should have taken me 40 minutes. ( Read more... )