Today I finished up the last of the two essays that were due for this semester and then e-mailed them to my teacher. I then finished putting together the creative writing portfolio to print out and hand in tomorrow ( Read more... )

This saturday Tom (nonbeing ) and I will be celebrating our 4 year anniversary. Not every day has been easy, but every single day has been worth it.

I love this man and will do so until the day I die.

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Tonight, at 1am while alone in our moment I asked him to dance; he held me close and we slowly danced around the kitchen as he softly sang Long Haired Lady ( Read more... )

i feel pretty good right now

I started re-reading one of my favorite books today and instantly felt a little better. So it made we wonder, what books act as comfort food for you? The kind of book you could read over and over and just get completely lost in? Mine are ( Read more... )

me: "it's not fair, i want to grow a depression beard too, i can't grow a depression beard, all i can grow is depression hairy legs"
tom: "yeah, that doesn't... quite have the same effect."

i feel empty and hollow. i've always got a dull ache in the back of my head that i think is trying to remind me of all the things i should have done or shouldn't have fucked up so irrevocably ( Read more... )

( how i feel )

23 skidoo!

today was a good day. for a few hours there i was truly and genuinely happy.

i no longer have health insurance. i just paid $58 to not get pregnant for a month. fuck. this.shit.