so this morning i packed up my room and chanced upon a magic frog prince toy that a friend gave me for christmas. i never played with it. it's actually a frog, that when water is added to the container, will turn into a prince. i had nothing to do today. so i thought i'd play with it. i added water to the frog. it didn't fizzle. i was ready to put ( Read more... )

i don't know whether i enjoy doing this to myself - the waiting, the insecurities, the overthinking and being constantly on edge. is this part of the process? i take every single word you say so seriously. i read into each and every word. and then reread them somemore. why have i plunged into something without an end in sight? and why have i ( Read more... )

this morning's conversation with dandan was the most refreshing and eyeopening discussions i had in a while. and it's just nice to know that the friendship is always there. through all the highs and lows, we still have one another - talking and laughing about the past and the present ( Read more... )

most of the time i have so many things in my head. these days, it's this one thing that just won't go away no matter how i distract myself.

argh.

words of wisdom from the father. (yet again ( Read more... )

oh how my heart broke.

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so me and my father were in the car today. listening to 938 live. and it certainly got us talking.the sexuality news was on air so i decided to talk about the aware incident ( Read more... )

another conversation with the dad ( Read more... )

ah. something so highschool just happened to me. and i thought we, at 24 years old, would know better. apparently, someone so egoistical has been going around telling people i'm interested in - let's just call that someone WEGO. (i'd explain that later) so WEGO has been telling everyone that i'm interested in WEGO. erm ok. i guess WEGO isn't all ( Read more... )