well me and carl split up almost a week ago now...and although i miss him a great deal i realise it was the right decision. this is the first night since that i have spent in my flat and i can still feel him here. i went to a wikid party last night though...dont really remember much of it but hell i had fun! and fun is what i need at the moment. my ( Read more... )

me and carl are still together but i get the feeling this is gonna take a hell of a lot of work....which to be frank im not so sure will happen (not for lack of trying)....i havnt seen him since we decided to get back together. i spent last night at the pub with C-ron, kye, llew, smee, chris and dan.....we met some fucking randomers who were 4th ( Read more... )

well tonight is the night when it all is supposed to be resolved one way or another! wish me luck!

hummmm still no me and carl news...although we r planning to meet up. these past few days have been really emotional and last night i had a flash back and started having a panic attack! scary stuff. but ive been trying to keep myself distracted....lets hope it works

well i am not a happy bunny at the moment. its nice to be abck in uni and all but it looks like me and carl are about to split up. we are on a break at the moment. it all has to day with the issues i have, and the fact that he doesnt support me porperly. i still care for him but i need more emotional stability! its not all his fault though! i miss ( Read more... )

today is my last day in penzance for a few months. i do not pretend to regret very much that i will leave behind, and those who that refers to know who or what they are. on the other hand i cannot wait to see my uni buddies again, particularly C-ron and Carl. staying at C-rons for a couple of days will be quite relaxing hopefully, despite the ( Read more... )

hmmmm sitting at jacks
christmas was a bit shit on accountof having to stay with GRANDMA. however did get some cool stuff
am at jacks recovering from dystopia
hahahahhahahaha

just said goodbye to virtually everyone...inc. C-ron and Kye. they are probably the people who i am going to miss most. i met carl's father today...very very posh but nice. I also met C-rons parents...the mother kept giving me evils but his dad seemed ok, if a little shaken up; as he got hit on the way! i am going to stay with C-ron after new year ( Read more... )

just said a sad goodbye to carl for 3 weeks... it will be difficult to cope without him as he has been a real comfort for me. i know that i am going home tommorow to people that love me but its just that these next 24 hours are going to be hard.

You have a sexual IQ of 146


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