this is bull shit. my car wreck was nov 21...grrr

So I'm editing my journal info (yay rah.....) and I see I am a friend of Syddd. Do I know Syddd? ....umm, no? And so I am sitting here going "what the fuck" and thinking I wanna know about this Syddd. Syddd who are you? Tell me. I feel stupid ( Read more... )

i hate myself

I mean grab some apple or orange juice and you're good to go. Or maybe get some applesauce. I had apple delight baby food yesterday. It was good but I wanted Tutti Fruitti ( Read more... )

Cotton Balls came by this weekend. *Gasp* He couldn't get in. I'm happy he couldn't get in; sad that I couldn't see him. Saw Mrs. Skank today. She just has to talk to me and I have to be nice. Fuck I done gave her my man. Why she got to be nice to me? Fuck ( Read more... )

i need sleep i need farakh i need beer i need pot i need something i m getting married why dont i know when mother fuckin bullshit where the fuck is jay

I been busy. Pool, schedules interrupted, getting trashed. Always something, never anything.

I just kind of forget that I am...sometimes. I like forgetting. If I didn't, I'd never remember I am. Seems my boyfriend forgets I am too but you know. Life goes on. Anyway just stopped to say hi and I didn't die or anything. Ciao

As usual, life sucks. There doesn't seem to be a lot of point or meaning left to it. Kind of go on with it in this daze. Today I caught myself staring at the lamp and light bulb; sadly to say, I wasn't fucked up. I just was zoning. y internet friends drive me crazy, my live friends are virtually non-existant besides Ryan and that's touch and ( Read more... )

So for those interested I'll tell you about him, but not tonight. I just want to share something that was piss-hurling sweet and special to me ( Read more... )

Thought of the Day

If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy?

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