i dont fucking get it

[evil_kool_aid]

Why does it always happen the good ones?  there is absolutely no excuse. please read that story. its unpleasant, to say the very least.

i  dont really feel like doing this, but its important and needs to be known. this is one of the hardest things ive ever had to go through. i feel so useless and helpless. i just want to be completely numb. its the

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[mikeyjsouza]

Beth, i'm sorry to hear this news...if you need anyone to talk to about anything (whether now or any time), feel free to call.

[evil_kool_aid]

thanks Mike. i really appreciate it, and definitely will keep that in mind. same goes for you if you ever need anything.
well, hope everything is good with you.

BETH!!

[anonymous]

beth..... trust me when i heard the bad news from mom i started crying b/c i wasn't there to help u.....and everyone kept asking me what was wrong...and i wouldn't answer b/c i felt so bad!! but i kno it 's not my fault..but i couldn't help but feel ur pain even tho ur so far away...i kno i'm definatley not a strong as u but...and even tho i can never compare to the feeling u have....but i just want u to kno that i'm here for u always and forever....i love you so much!!!

~ your loving sister~

Stephanie