Lots of venting. Beware.

[evil_kool_aid]

i need to vent. this is probably gonna piss off some people, and i apologize ahead of time if it does, but i honestly dont care at the moment. i am so fed up with everything, and more stressed out than i ever have been before. im past the point of crying, instead i just get sick and feel even more terrible.

I'm SO sick of people using

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[roses_or_thorns]

i miss you:(

[evil_kool_aid]

i miss you, too :( im really upset that i didn't get to see you while you were here. i'm sorry :-/

[roses_or_thorns]

i was sad too, but it's okay...i still love you lots and i'm sorry things aren't so great right now...i'm feeling down on life alot too lately so i just wanted to let you know that i think about you and miss you lots!

[mikeyjsouza]

wicked cool! :)

i love you peka!

[anonymous]

ok so i was going through myspace and found the link here and was just reading this....ive spent a lot of time with jessi and blaise. she seems to be doing well, and still hasnt had the new baby yet. hopefully ill be here for that. i honestly want to stay here and help her out, but i dont want to intrude and feel unwanted anyway. Blaise is an amazing little boy, and smart as hell. i could only dream of being half of what jessi is. i love them both so much.

you are NEVER EVER an intrusion and i don't ever want you to think that. if you feel like you're intruding it may be because i'm tired or fighting w/roger but you'relike my sister and i would NEVER not want you around. i love you to death!!!! soooo on that note february cannot come soon enough!!! i cant wait to be able to see you whenever i want to and blaise had so much fun with you! next summer both boys will be big enough to run around with YAY!!!

like i've told you before if you need me call i am ALWAYS here for you no matter what. Love you Peka!!!!!

Re: i love you peka!

[evil_kool_aid]

thanks jess :) I cant wait either. you have NO idea!! I LOVE YOU!