GOD DAMN IT NO!!!!!

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Oh god damn it

God damn it why cant i ever sleep when i need to?!?! its 2 am and i need to be up for work at 6!!!

I think that i may have cronic depression. i have every thing, good friends, a lovely girl, a gas scooter. what more could any one want? when some thing comes in that i have been looking foward to my brain just switches it to some thing else. now its going on about me and my self ( Read more... )

I was digging around in some of my old files today, when i was prity deep in i found a file from jen. as i read it i realized that it was her rape experence. as i continued I got madder and madder. I wish i was there, i wish i could have protected her from that pain. she should have never have known that suffering. i dont know but sime thing in me ( Read more... )

why am i so tempted to dissapear, to leave every thing behind. vansh. i cant figure it out. logicly i shouldent have these feelings. but some thing in my brain is telling me to run, to hide. I dont understand.... I shouldent have these feelings.... why have they judged me so