everything expires

[evilabeth]

i don't even get a chance to tell anyone anything. i never want anything to be my fault. i've stopped going to the doctor. i've stopped doing everything. i dropped out of school. my parents are supporting me. i have to be dragged out of the house. i can only really talk to three people. or, at least, only three people are present in my

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p.s.

[1060]

you do not expire

*green in my mailbox*

[anonymous]

dear scottish friend, this is michael, today i got a green letter in my mailbox and i was happy. the gas company man interrupted me while i was reading it in my underpants on the couch in my living room watching the top 22 worlds greatest singers (thom yorke is only #18!!?) with a bowl of cinnamon life, sogging on the coffee table, and i was embarrassed. then i went to the bathroom and hopped up on the counter and started writing you back, got frustrated with how much i wanted to write, took a shower, walked to siam orchid in the rain and ate pad thai, then walked home. then i saw your message so i thought i'd let you know i got the letter, and that you will get one too, thought i'd write in your livejournal, to let you know, then i saw this entry and it made me sad. so, i just thought i'd let you know that i do think of you, that i cant wait to see you when you come home, and that i love you tons and tons. please, take care of yourself..---michael