My son is back home (where he belongs), he is still a pain in the ass, but I wouldn't trade him for anything. He is so Mouthy... I can't imagine where he get's it.
At the moment he has new Spider Man big boy underwear. He is so proud that he showed everyone at school today. Yes... everyone, some of them twice.
It seems that My Ex isn't going to lose his job. The company he works for is going to let him work from home... in another state. He is moving in 2 weeks. He said he would be right around the corner from me, I can't decide if that's going to be a good thing or not. The down side to this is that in about 3 months he is going to want to have our son for a week at a time. I know I agreed to this... but I never dreamed he would actually move here!!!! *There was a screaming hissy fit here a few days ago* However, I have no choice, I will just have to deal.
I'm not sleeping again, no one is surpised least of all me. Too much on my mind and I have no idea what to do with most of it. Don't get me wrong, I know what I 'should' do. But I'm just about Fed Up with doing what I 'should' do and 'what's good for me'!!!
I am currently saving my pennies for a down payment on a house. I figure it will take me at least a year to pull together the funds so I can do this. I want to have at least twice as much as I need in the bank when I buy a place. So for now I have to stay where I am, I'm even considering staying in this apartment for another year so I can keep my expenses down. I have a couple months before I have to make that decision, but I don't know how I'm going to find similar or lower rent without moving into a neighborhood that I have to carry a gun in. But that is a worry for another day.
So I will leave you with a quote - "Chocolate reduces stress. And it's so much quieter than throwing a screaming fit" Maxine