blood, tears, and panic attacks.erratickelsieJune 30 2003, 01:56:01 UTC
correction: they are going out. and they started 4 days ago and i'm a big dumb idiot. and theyr'e fucking. or they have, atleast. i would say sex, but its not even that. theyr'e just whores. andialmostkilledmyselfbecauseijustcanthandleallofthat...and i just found out like 2 hours ago. ijustneedsomeonetoholdmeandpretendlikerealityisgone.will you be my new best friend? i mean, do you need one since the jaci thing? i dont know. atleast they got your permission. atleast alot of things. man.
i dont know, maybe we really are on the same page. i dont know if you sacrificed as much for steven as i did for caleb, or if ya'll loved each other and spent as much time with each other as we did, but it used to be beautiful man. and i dont know how bent out of shape you were before that happend to you, either. you know, i dont know alot of things. but yeah, i'm already like, in one of the crappiest times ever, (despitemyknackforpretendinglikeeverythingisokay) and i don't know. i'm just scared and lonely and i just want to talk and talk and ramble
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Re: blood, tears, and panic attacks.evilbunniJune 30 2003, 17:24:00 UTC
Of course ill be your best friend. Kels you know i live right down the road if you ever need anything ill pick you up.. you can come swimming and stuff and stay over here. Jaci and i are still friends.. im just not sure how i feel about anything anymore.
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...if it makes you feel better, caleb is natalie's new best friend, and i dont think i will ever hear from him again.
fuck friends, and boys.
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i dont know, maybe we really are on the same page. i dont know if you sacrificed as much for steven as i did for caleb, or if ya'll loved each other and spent as much time with each other as we did, but it used to be beautiful man. and i dont know how bent out of shape you were before that happend to you, either. you know, i dont know alot of things. but yeah, i'm already like, in one of the crappiest times ever, (despitemyknackforpretendinglikeeverythingisokay) and i don't know. i'm just scared and lonely and i just want to talk and talk and ramble ( ... )
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...and I never said I hated you..
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are you ok about that?
<3 freddie
i miss you :(
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you do know Corinne!
wait...what?
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