I am so freaking tired. and confused. and i miss danny. But anyways. just felt my journal was crying out for an update so there it is. later.

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online journals are pathetic. Its not like you can REALLY talk about what you should be writing in your journal. Like I want the world to know I cut again. Fuck. man i screwed shit up. Danny never came. i cant help but think the last time i saw him is the last time im EVER going to. i havent felt like this in a long time, but id rather be ( Read more... )

who thought honesty would get me in trouble? im a fucking idiot..

im sorry amanda

i hate my life

Its 12:15 and Danny is online, but he's away. he never called he never came by, but he blocked spyroangel. What a fucking dick. He leaves tomorrow and im not gonna get to see him! AUGHHH i should be asleep cuz i have to go to work tomorrow but im wide awake now and wishing he would write back.. ok ill go

Danny leaves tomorrow. forever. I wanted to see him before he left but he was supposed to call at 3 and now its 6:30 and he hasnt called and im pissed and then jack called and that was cool and i havent talked to him in a year and a half and and that was coool but then i called danny TWICE and he didnt pick up and neither did ryan or hunter and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun, I hung out with jaci. and then I broke up with steven, which wasnt so fun. But i feel a little... releived. Danny leaves for cali tomorrow :'( But were gonna do something today as a goodbye thing. Next weekend is steven kellett's graduation and then monday is jaci's bday. No more driving her around! Unfortunatly, it means ( Read more... )

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