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[evilcharsa]

the fact that i cannot fully express my anger/grief/depression or any other extreme emotion (except maybe manic happiness and overwhelming sexual drive..) just hit me like a ton of bricks today. the revelation was triggered by a message posted by a former classmate on a mailing list of my former section (why i still devote time on these things when

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[shyrazn]

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evilcharsa
2003-07-15 07:08 (link)
speaking of cute things im currently in seach of a neon pink glow-in-the-dark flavored condom.. know where i can get one? O.o

*hugs shishi* "

rofl..o.0 how would I know where to find such an item? =P tried google.com? lol =P

=/ Dunno what to reply to this current entry of yours, do you think you're repressing those feelings and thoughts only because it was online? If it had been a note that the girl had passed to you in class, would you have acted differently?

To me, its hard to really express myself online, because there is always that delete button. I could delete this whole reply and you wouldn't have known that I even read your entries. You get what I'm saying?

Or maybe I'm the one who's getting the gist of your entry wrong.

"... no words would form in my head.. but in my chest this anger was threatening to burst forth .."..I've felt that way before..sometimes it would be all these thoughts in my head but I just can't get a coherent thought out