i'm so angry i'm starting to foam at the mouth
i am so fucking pissed/depressed right now. yeah....know that mcr greenday concert that i was supposed to go to tonight? yeah well that fell through like a fat woman falling off of....well anything cuz she's fat. so here's what happened.....
so we all know that kevin stole from bbv and got fired for it. well, thanks to that whole ordeal he got arrested. he's out on a surety bond which basically means that he can't get in trouble at all until his court date which is in two weeks. it also means he can't leave the state. so fuck me!!! cuz the mcr concert was in amherst mass. grrr....
i wonder if it's too late to ask for the two tickets and to got with someone else. as you can see i'm not thinking about anyone or anything but seeing mcr. i wanna see them so bad i actually cried. i told him i would. ya know i missed slipknot...not so mad.....i missed vanessa carlton and i was mad so he got me these tickets.....but missing mcr is like ripping out my heart. to exlpain what they mean to me would mean going into things that i really don't want to right now. i'm trying to forget. but ugh i'm so mad. so i'm gonna call him later since we had a fight about it. he wants me to instantly be ok with not going. i fucking warned you i'd be a mess if i didn't go!!! so why is he fucking suprised???? ugh....i'm gonna mope around the house in my pjs and mcr hoodie and listen to mcr on repeat.....
can you stake my heart?!!