Well I guess I'm going to update so people stop bitching ( Read more... )

I am supposed to write a book...I want to write a book about a man who dies and comes back as a living corpse, only to find that going back to his old life is not so easy once he is dead. I just don't know. Anyways, life is great, I love Katie. I'll post some other time.

I am so very pissed off, I thought I worked at noon, turns out I work at 3, which pisses me off. I was supposed to see Katie, but I don't get a chance to tody. Tomorrow I work at noon. So gay..anyways, I love Katie, and I hope to see her tomorrow. Comment people...I feel loved by only two people, my lovely girlfriend, and my estranged army friend.

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Have you ever been afraid something terrible was going to happen between you and someone you love? I was just struck by that feeling like a bolt of lightning. I don't know what to say, but the feeling that I am going to lose Katie's interest has been creeping up on me lately, no matter how much she tells me she loves me, I can't help but fear it's ( Read more... )

I can't be without her, it took me so long to see it but when I think about losing her I get this sick feeling in my stomach, when we have a spat I get scared, when we get off the phone I never want to hang up. I go to sleep at night thinking of her, I wake up in the morning wishing she was with me, I feel lost without her, I am lonely when she isn ( Read more... )

I know that people might think something terrible is/will happen, but no, Katie and I are still together, and still very much in love. I am sorry about today Kathryn, I truly do love you. I am doing my best to not be so paranoid about these little things. I just need time. I love you ( Read more... )

Bullshit, it's fucking bullshit, what the fuck did I do to deserve it? Nothing that I fucking know of, but she does it to me anyway. So much for love.

I love you Kathryn, no amount of anything in this world will stop me from doing so.

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