So another night of not being able to sleep thinking of what the hell I am doing. The whole fear of being alone which then becomes dieing alone. Then the whole thing of missing you cause I feel like I am never going to find love ever again. Maybe I took shit for granted and this is what I had coming go me. This was my punishment for all the ( Read more... )

Today officially will be the hardest day of my life. Everything I have ever known I have to kill metaphorically speaking about her. I can not keep letting shit get the best of me.

He had the nerves to tell me that I need to show him respect... You do not get respect you earn it, it is something that is not given. I have no respect for him. To be ( Read more... )

Plan on just trying to be better at thinking positive and dealing with paranoia. Going to start thinking if it happens it happens no regrets. Going to just prepare for the worse and hope for the best.

Going to start doing my walks again and will have to figure out the perfect balance of everything got a lot on my plate next year. I am going to do ( Read more... )

Hey, just wanted to write something agian. Merry Christmas! I guess anyways things are werid. People scare me sometimes but anyways nothing else to say. Bye for now.

"Feeling this" Blink 182

Hey there, I can not believe I remeber my password to this thing. Well alot has happen since March who needs all the details, not me that is for one. I lived it some of the things I don't want to remember. Anyways I going to go. Just wanted to write something.

"This is so messed up" Brand New

Hello, all my fans! Anyways I have decided with all my wisdom that I am going to try to become a comedian or something, I am going to look into the comedy clubs around Ocala and see what I can do! Well I got to go talk tp you people later!

"I wait for you there, like a stone" Audioslave

Hello People ( Read more... )

I hate this, all I do is lay around my house waiting, watching for a chance to break away from my insanity. Some one help, save me from my self... I feel my life leave my body as I think of all the things I have done and things I have not done.... save me.

"These are not my pants" Five Iron Frenzy

Hi everyone, have you missed me? I missed you too, alright lets cut to the chase. First off lets start how I was pissed at work and I wanted to quit because the mangers suck ass, anyways no one has really heard from me since I have a girlfriend now, yeah she is awsome ask Mike and Emily ( Read more... )

Well first off, Jay would like to shout out to all his fans, he says thanks for the support you fucks. Donny would like to give out a shout to satan, his uncle, (his dad). And I would like to say I like gin. Gin is good. What the fuck? All you fuckers actualy working a job, you should be like everyone else sitting at home getting drunk on gin and ( Read more... )