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[evileyes45]

Goddamnit, why must I always fuck things up... I scared him away. because of this Dirk thing... It was just a game, pretend game.. I told him about it and everything that went on... He took it as if it was real, actual life. It's not... I don't know if anyone else gets that. Now, I'm crying.. hurt because I was stupid. I tried clarifying it by

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[mischievousloki]

He's acting like an idiot.
He can get over his stupidity, or he can continue to BE an idiot.

[evileyes45]

... he's not an idiot.

[mischievousloki]

He freaked out over a role-playing game.
We are not going to se eye-to-eye on this.
He's being an idiot.
Anyone who makes you sad for such a trivial thing is an idiot.

[evileyes45]

..No, he's not. Stop calling him one.

[melloasjello]

Whoever it is you like, they're bloody naive and foolish. Not to be offensive, but who is dense enough to think you're "Dirk"? *snorts*

[evileyes45]

He's not.. Just got a bit mixed up... Happens to everyone.

[bosserthanmoss]

why...would he think you're dirk if he KNOWS you? that's crazy!!

[ailes_noires]

It was a mistake. Simple as that. He must come to terms to understand that it was just a game... But at least his pain proves that he cares for you, although in a terrible way. You really shouldn't beat yourself up for it either because you were playing around. And how dare you say that no one will love you if you don't change! I love you. Ken loves you. And who knows, maybe this person does, as well. Don't give up hope. If he does not understand the truth, then maybe it wasn't meant to be... Yeah... I love you. -hugs and cuddles- I wish we really could be there for each other.

[evileyes45]

...aye, it was silly of me to say that.. thank you so much *hug*