I'm afraid of him sometimes... Don't show it because if I do that means I'm weak. Sometimes I cringe when I'm being yelled at as if a smack or hit would come to me.. Like mom used to do.. Remember Katt? I remember that one time.. so painful... Wonder sometimes if he would do it to me.. Because I'm so awful, because I break the promises, because I ( Read more... )

*Dances* New Layout all done ( Read more... )

:New Layout Coming

I have a headache... Went to Philip's because he was bored and not very studious. So it was up to me to enforce the studying on his part while I did another outline for my theory in archaeology: The Tokugawa period (Edo period) of Japan, if continued, would've led to the country's downfall. That's going good. Basically it all boils down the ( Read more... )

OKay, here I am working my 455 off doing requests for people. I enjoy doing them I really and truely do but it's the jackasses that piss you off. I'm doing this layout for this guy and he's extremely picky (don't mind). But then he IMs me like every 30 seconds going 'you done?'. I say 'no' he asks what I'm doing and where I find my images, if he ( Read more... )

Bad seeds with my father have been sowed. He called and the first thing that popped out of his mouth was business... not even a damned "hello". So irked, I gave him what he wanted then he proceeded to inquire as to how I was. Yes, I still pissed off at him for the last time he called which included me yelling at him for his mind games, lies, and ( Read more... )

'Kay, well I'm in the library because I fucked my laptop over. That thing has taken way too much abuse and decided to finally give birth to hell. Happy now? You technological piece of junk. Anyways, on the plus side I discovered happy devices hidden away, turns out there was a monitor, serial, printer, and some other port. Amazing, so I can hook up ( Read more... )

Assumptions, the worst thing in the world. One made today really hurt.. That guy that was bothering me on Sunday. I was playing with the webcam because I was super-bored and this guy on yahoo IMs me bothering me over and over for cam privelages. I told him 'no' because I had bad experiences with cams before because someone got ahold of pictures of ( Read more... )

Hotmail changed their email layout so it takes even longer for my modem to process it. o_O; What a lovely change. Hmm, it snowed terribly hard today. It's like that song "White Christmas", oh I love that stuff. Gives me the urge to watch a very happy black and white movie. I've gotten all my work done, there's just a bunch of LJ requests to process ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving dinner today.. Or rather another oppurtunity for my mother to boost her social stature. I know it's pessimistic but, by Christ, does she live for that stuff. I mean, clearly, it's a false allure she gives, but being her daughter and "knowing", you can't help but roll your eyes and hope to god that you don't turn out like that. If I do ( Read more... )