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The End is not the Means; as the the Mood is not the Method
Many times I have mentioned a mood shift and often include the disclaimer: that I won't get ahead of myself. More so when the shift is from bad to good ( Read more... ) -
A Prison made by Self
Well. In my last post I said I wasn't going to get ahead of myself. Good thinking that: last night - when I was still feeling better, calmer - in the smallest moment, an instant so small I cannot place it, everything fell again. I'm tired. Tired of being such a messed up, broken remnant of someone I once knew. THEY brought me this and I hate them ( Read more... ) -
Strange Days
Something feels like it has shifted. I'm not going to get over-excited or ahead of myself - I'm just going to let it settle and see. Perhaps talking to people other than a Head Doctor about details (and that detail I hadn't even told a Head Doc) was part of it. Perhaps my Silent Time has also helped - seeing things move by without me and noticing ( Read more... ) -
Quiet Time
Just a note to the chat channels I frequent and those who cross-over from those to reading this: when you see me in a chatroom I will have "Silent" attached to my name. I won't be talking in main. Period. I won't be priving anyone either but will will try to reply to any priv contact initiated away from my end. I don't know how long this will be. ( Read more... ) -
Amusement from Oz
This is from a satirical show "The Chaser" that airs in Oz. I had to smile :)
And no - it isn't about Christian-bashing already - it's a simple satirical inversion is all :)
Kate Out
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firefly against a wishful sky
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Girl in the Bubble
I've been working up to this post for a few weeks now. Before I start, I am well aware that most, if not all, of this is embedded in my head - a legacy of things past, of things I only began to sort through late last year. So bear in mind that the material that follows is only a perception and I know that intellectually - emotionally it is a little ( Read more... ) -
Small Victories and Distractions
Turning 117 Lines of very complex code, over 3 class methods, into 56 Lines of merely quasi-complex code, over 2 class methods that has more functionality than the previous effort?
Priceless :)
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Depression Sucks
I haven't written anything decent since May 1st 2009. So I guess I'm stuck pasting old work for a bit.
( Da Poetry ... )
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