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Jun 10, 2005 21:44

I don't understand and it's driving me insane ( Read more... )

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topagae June 11 2005, 03:29:34 UTC
*Kisses her cheek* I'm here if you need me

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dwarfwarrior June 11 2005, 23:12:13 UTC
what're you depressed and moody about?

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sweetheart625 June 14 2005, 16:07:21 UTC
Let go, Let God.
I totally know how you feel.
I've been there done that...felt like I'd never be happy again.

Then...
I let go, I let God.

It sounds cheesy, and no my life isn't perfect and easy now...but it's easier to bear the depression. Ask Cameron, I still struggle with alot of the things you are now. It sounds cheesy and churchy and not for you...but trust me. It is.

Let go, Let God..
Maybe you've tried it before, and it "didn't work"
I'll help you.

LET GO LET GOD

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dwarfwarrior June 14 2005, 17:58:32 UTC
um, I don't want to be rude and I respect your religion and I'm not saying it's wrong but it's not the answer for everyone and trying to push it can sometimes make things worse. I don't think God dips down and helps with everyone's problems. You have to work them out, find the problem. I undersand what your saying, I just don't think god would give us free will if he wanted to fix everyhting in our lives. Gotta deal with the bad to embrace the good.

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evilfiresshadow June 14 2005, 20:18:49 UTC
I kind of agree with devin. Sorry Sara, but there are too many things against God that I can't follow him. i think too much to follow any religion.

I also respect that God helps you and your religion and everything like that, It just doesn't work for me.

Sorry, better luck next time.

have a cookie

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sweetheart625 June 16 2005, 01:01:50 UTC
Haven't you tried everything else? Suicide, self-mutilation, boys, music...

And you're still depressed?

If "religion" (by the way, there is a difference between religion and faith...) doesn't work for everyone...what works?

Do boys, and music, and everything else...do they fulfil you? Or do they leave you wondering why you still feel empty and lost and alone?

What do you mean too many things against God?

What do you mean you think too much? You want to know something? And I will tell you the cold hard truth...being a Christian doesn't mean your life is easy. It doesn't mean you don't doubt yourself, and feel like a loser, or succumb to peer pressure. It doesn't mean you're not afraid of being alone or of dark places or of the unknown. I fear, I doubt, I hurt other people's feelings...I do all these things, but I'm still a Christian...because I rely on God...

Delight yourselves in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart...
Just give it UP
Stop trying to fight it...

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evilfiresshadow June 16 2005, 01:07:54 UTC
suicide and self mutilation are the past, I got over that by myself.

Boys and music is just something I enjoy and yeah it helps me.

God, faith, religion, none of that will 'full fill' me.

Sara, i know your just trying to help and i appreciate that, but I don't need help from god or faith.

Not my style, and I highly highly doubt it ever will be.

Whatever works for you, congradulations, i'm glad it does.

Doesn't mean it will work for me.

I'll never turn christion or any other religion.

Though I thank you for the help and concern

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dwarfwarrior June 16 2005, 20:50:48 UTC
I'm not trying to say that religion doesn't work, I'm just saying everyone finds a different happy and just because it's not god, doesn't mean it's wrong.

Pam, are you still depressed? 'cause I'm confused about whether we helped any or what...or maybe we didn't help but your better anyway?

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evilfiresshadow June 16 2005, 21:20:26 UTC
Yeah, I have my moments of deep depression.

And yeah you guys helped a bit.

Just be my friends, be their, you notice how I'm always happy around friends (you people)?

Just be normal (or..your type of normal) and i'll be fine.

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