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[evilgrrrl666]

i went to a little dive bar with a amanda & my sister & jim last night. i feel like crap today & i only had beer & two shots of jeager (sp) bombs. we played those little game things that are on the bar. they have trivia & whatnot. im addicted. then today i realize that i should start my peoriod any day now. i looked at the calender & im 5 fuckin

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[individuality]

did you start up on birth control after giving birth?

admittedly.. I'm clueless and I have no idea if there's some kind of.. don't-take-birth-control-until-so-many-months-after-being-pregnant rule

[evilgrrrl666]

yeah, you cant start taking birth controll after you have the baby untill you 1. quit bleeding like a stuck pig from the whole giving birth thing (which for me was 8 long terrible weeks) & 2. stop breast feeding. then you wait until you get a period(usualy a month or two after the bleeding from the birth), then you start the birth controll on the sunday after your first period. (confusing)
so i started the patch & all that bad stuff happened & they wouldnt give me anything else until i went back into the doctor & finished having all three of my periods that started because i stopped the patch. my doctors appt. is in a few days. i guess it might be too late huh?
arent you glad youre not a girl?

[individuality]

and if it's a boy call it peter

[evilgrrrl666]

LOL. if im pregnant.... & im not. i wont know what it is cause im having an abortion. oh god i dont want to have an abortion. ill have to though. i keep thinking "what if its a boy?" not that its worse to kill a baby boy or anything, but someday id like to have a boy... some far away day that is. & i was trying to figure out how i could have the boy with out that pesky pregancy thing. jesus, last time i had to be on bed rest because my blood pressure was so high that i could have a stroke if i walked other than going to the bathroom. not good times.

[bricano33]

hmmm...I'm not sure about the whole human milking/boobs thing(I live with cows and we milk em)...but maybe it's jus stress or sumin...*shrugs*...I dunno...I know nothin about pregnant stuff or girls and their cylces...but I could learn???...later-B-

[evilgrrrl666]

lol, youre so cute sometimes. that whole comment made me laugh. i took a test today & it said im not pregnant. i dont know if it was an act of god or what, but im sooo happy its not even funny. maybe it stress, or ive heard that alot of excercise can mess it up... i dunno, but im not pregnant & thats the greatest thing ive ever heard:)
p.s. i feel so bad for the little cows who have to have milk in their boobies for their whole life. it hurts SO bad. when theyre full, it hurts to even breath. like enough to bring tears to your eyes sometimes. plus it makes them pamela anderson big. poor little cows.