Will anyone ever understand? i mean truly understand? will anyone tell me that it will be alright? eventhough it won't. will everyone just stop having these little problems and focus on something else? something on a grander scale? not much to ask at all. you'd give anything to save your own life. why not focus that energy into something you'd ( Read more... )

Trying to make sense of the world on a sober mind....its like trying to fuck a football. Its like trying to make fun of the world when you are already way too cynical for humor or the world. Some things you understand so much they stop making sense. Sorta like when you say a word over and over again. It starts to deterriorate meaning. Starts ( Read more... )

I almost died today ( Read more... )

I thought playing Marine would be loads of fun ( Read more... )

I miss lou. I've been trying to write Sniper Bunny, but without him for inspiration and druggy humor, i'm lost. He's the completion of me. We complete this one person that i miss so much. He was cool. Easy to understand and get along with. Someone who you could share anything with. Someone i looked up to. Someone i hoped without sacrifice of ( Read more... )

So. Where are we now? Somewhere in the bowels of your mind? Maybe behind a counter scared to death? how about recieving the best blowjob of your life, taking every second of it for granted, thinking "...i wonder what's on tv tonight?" are you productive? are you procrastinating? are you at home stuffing your face? raiding the fridge every 5 minutes ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when you're sitting huddled together with about 50 people, just awakened from their slumber, or interrupted from their favorite dvd; mean girls or what have you, in a tiny little bunker while mortar rounds make minced meat out of your favorite chow hall or a buddy's tent, you wonder to yourself: what the fuck am i doing here? why am i ( Read more... )

when i feel down because i haven't recieved any porn from anyone back home (xplicit, club or swank is much appreciated) i always look at the picture for my lj thingie and think that i was pointing at a pair of real nice lookin' boobies. it works. ^_^

still here. god i hate the army ( Read more... )

im gonna fucken die. anyone know where the hell iskandaria is?! apparently the army is being all pussies n shit so we got to fight our way into the city, set up a base, get the army to go away with their tails between their legs and go get shot or exploded n stuff. YAAAY. oh, our machineguns went down again. about 3 of em. they were "fixed" again ( Read more... )