still kinda down. guess growing up the youngest in a family and always having someone around in your home life has an effect on you. So living alone and trying to learn how to deal with it. I did some rearranging of the living room on Saturday before I went with my family to see pirates. Saxon is now residing in my room. Next paycheck Dresden will ( Read more... )

So I decided I needed someone to talk to that could think outside the box, also known as a Therapist. I guess the weight of everything set in and I cried a good while explaining my situation. I feel better for it and thankfully I have the insurance to cover it so I am going to keep at it. Depression wise its been chewing at me a bit more than usual ( Read more... )

Yes I'm pissed off. Here's the short list ( Read more... )

Firstly thanks to everyone who read, commented and checked up on me in this rough period. it means a lot. I won't lie and say seeing a pic of my ex or hearing his voice doesn't hurt me it still does but its getting less and less now. I think it hurt because I completely and utterly opened myself up only to find that it hurt when all that safeness ( Read more... )

i've been throwing myself into things lately. just trying to forget the eight months i spent with that person but it hasn't been easy. i spent this whole weekend trying to figure out why that was. why i've been having trouble moving on. it should be somewhat simple really just go on with life without that person. but for some reason it isn't. i ( Read more... )

You were born during a First Quarter moon

This phase occurs in the middle of the moon's waxing phases, after the new moon and before the full moon.


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so instead of being in butler for a day. i was stuck almost the whole week in butler due to my car being more fucked up than i expected. overall the price to fix all the problems cost more than i paid for the dang car ( Read more... )

hello my name is jess and i suffer from depression. i've been suffering with this illness since as long as i can remember. it wasn't until i was 23 when i learned that i had inherited this from my mother who in turn inherited this from her own parents and that i wasn't going through this alone. this illness forced one of my cousins to take his own ( Read more... )

Drank away the rest of the day ( Read more... )