I found some of my old poems....

[evillilmunster]

http://www.expage.com/psychoticgodess On that page it can take you to other pages it'll say "more poems..." and that'll lead u to "Goddess Volcano" I can't seem to get my page "The Darkness" working but if i ever get it fixed ill be posting it. I havent wrote anymore for a

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[mishavv]

Wow...some of your poetry is just so heartfelt. It is a veiled view of your childhood, and your feelings on what happened in your life up until now. Makes me want so badly to be a good mom, and give my daughter a happy childhood. Most parents want that...I wonder where some start to go wrong? It is so hard sometimes to know what to do for the little ones.

You sound like a very kind, and sincere, and determined young woman, full of dreams and hopes. You sound like a survivor, and you sound talented too...I think you will go far. Any mistakes made by the adults in your life when you were growing will not be your undoing. You seem to be quite strong now.

Keep up your poetry. Really...some of it is quite good.

some of it can be misleading

[evillilmunster]

I was never abused as a child everyone gets their spankings for being bad and i never really got into too much trouble so those were few, but i did have a bit of hatred for my father for a few reasons. But that never caused my poems, I try to think of what others are going through, I try to see through other ppls eyes, I want to express what everyone wants to say because they hide it inside because they are scared. But I've been used, by friends who care more about themselves than me because all i try to do is help. For example my best friend from kindergarden till 9th grade ruined our relationship by lying to me, she stoped trusting in me for some reason when all i did was ever listen to her problems and try to help, so I ended it. Then in junior high alll the girl friends I made were too self absorbed and I knew there was somthing different about me and they kinda just said i was wierd and they'd ask why i do certain things. So once I hit high school I started to blossom into the person I wanted to be all along, unconforming felt

hey!

[evillilmunster]

I know I haven't seen you online yet,Misha, and I know you work, so maybe you could give me somewhat of a time that i might be able to catch you online, Im usually on late at night because my little sister is on it 24/7 even if theres no one to talk to her she yells if i sign off her s/n. And I know tomorrow is Sunday and hardly anyone works on sunday and its a good sleep in day so ill prolly be on anytime in the afternoon and later at night but if u happen to specify a time i can beat mysister up and steal the computer back.

Hope to talk to you soon :)

Re: hey!

[mishavv]

I will try to keep my AIM open today...but I will be afk for some time. Sean and I may take Andrea out somewhere...not sure though. He has been on the phone for up wards of an hour...not like him to be so talkative...hehehe. Anyhow...hope to talk to you soon. :)

To bad you didn't listen to your self

[anonymous]

friends are few..... so respect the ones who don't treat you like sh*t

Re: To bad you didn't listen to your self

[evillilmunster]

If you're going to insult me with that kind of shit you might as well tell me who you are so i can tell you why i lost respect for you.