text messages today
1:40pm "i'm not lying, you need to come spend time with her. she has been fussing and crying since we left your work today"
5:51pm "so can i pick you up so you can come hang out with your daughter?"
5:53pm "i found your hub lock"
5:54pm "where"
5:55pm "in the tunnel"
5:56pm "lol. i guess big o doesn't have to order it. so are you going to come play with Kassaundra?"
5:57pm "not today"
5:58pm "why not?"
5:58pm "cause i have plans"
5:59pm "i love how you have pushed her out of your life. She should be number one. Can't you cancel your
plans just once?"
6:05pm "what is more important that your daughter?"
6:15pm "way to ignore me when it is convenient for you to do so."
6:16pm "when do i get my hub lock back?"
6:16pm "sorry i'm fucking working so it is hard to talk"
6:17pm "sry i thought you were off. why can't you reschedule your plans for another night?"
6:21pm "cause they can't"
6:21pm "i don't believe you."
6:25pm "time is running out that we are going to be in town. I would take any chance i got to see her if i were you. There should be nothing more important in your life than her."
6:33pm "No excuse for putting her on the back burner behind your drugs?"
6:44pm "you know fuck off i've had a bad enough day now i'm job less"
6:44pm "what? why? what happened?"
6:45pm "me and jeff got into it and he pissed me off"
6:46pm "oh hun. that blows, let me take you to dinner and you can see kassaundra"
6:74pm "maybe tomorrow"
6:48pm "no maybes i would like a solid answer"
6:48pm "i'm working tomorrow and sat though. so why not tonight?"
6:49pm "cause i'm going with cody and some other people"
6:51pm "Kirk, come on i have to work. you have been out with them plenty since i have been back and you have yet to see kassaundra. one night cancelling on them isn't going to kill you. they should understand that she comes first. we aren't here for much longer and i don't want you to regret not seeing her every chance you had."
7:00pm "?"
7:08pm "so cody and drugs win over your daughter. can't wait to tell her that. she is already upset that she only got to see you for only a tiny bit in the past 2 wks"
7:08pm "she may be little but she understands"
7:15pm "go smoke a bowl then come hang out with us. sound like a plan?"
he is driving me nuts. when do i stop caring? he is ignoring me yet again. i try to be nice then he is a fucktard. idk.