Sitting...Thinking....Dieing

[evilmonkey31]

Here I sit on my chair that is not even mine. I see my computer and I see the words that are coming out of my head but for some reason I'm not comprehending any of it if you know what I mean. Its okay if you don't understand because there are many things in life in which we would never understand. Looking at how my life is right now, I would say

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[sintheeya]

It's okay. I know exactly how you feel. Just remember that you don't need to so all of that stuff to fit in.

[emolsy]

don't worry dear. i feel that way too sometimes. don't drink to fit in. you should go out and meet the real people who you can get along with. it took me a semester to realize this. i like my roommate and stuff, but there are other people out there who i can connect better with. you just have to make an effort to look. i know it's harder for you, considering that your school is HUGE, but you just have to try. join some school clubs, get involved. when you know you can't be yourself in order to please other people, you should know that those people just aren't meant for you-nor are they as cool as you. they sound like a group of losers to me. so feel better k! be who you are and love only those who love you for you.