Moments when u wish u weren't urself

[evilone440]

Ahg my head hurts. Just came back from crashing at Ashes place she said to come over later tonight but it depends on when I come home fom the evil aunts and if I am tried or not. But the half day yesterday was fun. Me crystal,steve, and big matt had to clean the dish room then most of the boys left to see the movie and all the girls stayed. Chef.V

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[you_wish90]

hey Steph
♥Happy Thanksgiving!♥

Yeah I read this and I couldn't help but think about that night that I almost killed myself...
But oh well
Holly said that I'm getting better about Drama,
I'm working on it
mostly for you and Ash
I want things to go back to the way they were a couple summers ago
Do you remember that....
That day I made a sandwich out of Chocolate Icing and Vanilla Icing cuz we didnt have Mayo...
lol
That day we decided to see what would happen by putting a hotdog in the microwave w/ out water
or that day we were cleaning my moms car but it never got clean cuz we ended up haveing a water fight instead

yeah i miss that

anyways
I hope you had a nice day with your family
as much as you say its evil i know it ment alot to you to have your family together again with out fighting...
but i guess i wont know if they fought or not till you get home
but anyways I gunna go update my journal so i will ttyl

love ya lots
~*~Britny~*~

[evilone440]

well it never will britt because the person I was is dead now because she couldn't stand people who put shit on her.So please stop tellin me how u want to kill urself because I just don't wanna hear this shit any more.Remember I am only being honest to you. That means showing my limits as well.Maybe one day some of it will grow back. We just need to stay around to find out.ps my bird died and I have no clue how
~shadow/twisted4life~

[you_wish90]

they tend to do that....
when they are
1)scared
2)old
3)ummm old?
4) uhh scared???

yeah im totally fine wiht it(the other stuff)((not birdy)
ahhh poor birdy
did ya bury it?
or did u like not find it?
i might be getting rid of Zepplin soon
if you want Him?
i dunno yet
it dependz on if i get my puppy for Xmas

i fell off the fucking roof today
and mom was haging from the gutter
we were doing Xmas lights
and John is all Smug with himself cuz he stole the ladder
i think i broke my toe
HAHA
anyways
ttyl
new sn
DeziredDeathxoxo
lyl
~*~Britny~*~

ps
i still wanna make that icing sandwich again?
OMG
or those brownie sundae things
those were good
but huge!
but good
anyways
ttyl
~*~Britny~*~