Not sure why but felt like writing in this. I guess because no one reads it.But I cut my wrist today again and rewrote NO on my leg. I did it because Britt is sad now because of me so I guess it would be the best if I punished myself for her. Maybe it is best she hates me now so I dont destroy her any more. I do that to ppl I guess. Past out too ( Read more... )

I am not sure how I feel now. Too many feelings at once. One moment I am angry then happy then completely ad. But I always feel alone. I wanited for things to get better .. I mean its not that it got worse or anything but everything is staying the same. Everyone else is moving on yet I am still stuck. I feel like a selfish bitch for what I did to ( Read more... )

umm yeah I did something stupid today.. I went back out with the jerk Travis.oopsby2.Yeah he kept sayin how sorry he was and Tiff kept ayin give him another chance.So I did.But now I heard how he goes both way and is still messing around with guys.But its over now and once again leaves me single.Things just have not worked out for me.I dont want to ( Read more... )

Into our home ( Read more... )

I am crying right now.And I can't stop.I have no clue what the fuck I am gonna do.I am sure that I have no friends at all right now.Not even ash.I have decided that she does not need me around or even want me around. Tom sure as hell dont.Which I dont give a shit since he told me that I belong in a place 4 the shit I do to myself.I have been ( Read more... )

Today in school was good since it was a c-day.In drama club we got to do alittle acting me and liz paired up.I had fun but the teach wouldnt comment so I am not sure how well I did.But now I am finished shopping so thats good ( Read more... )

Well I got a call from Samantha on friday.She was asking me why did I start sayin shit about her then not be friends with her.Which I find this funny since well I heard that she was sayin shit about me.Plus we both heard this from the same bitch.I won't mention who not yet.I guess she was told that I was calling her a spoiled bitch and that I ( Read more... )

Hmmm lets see what happened this weekened well JJ and even TT are both going to jail I guess.Not too happy about that one.Now I am pis cause I want to talk to them but there's no way to find them so I have to wait till Tiff gets home and call her to see what is gonna happned. But its fucked up cause TT is my big bro and I will miss him and JJ is/ ( Read more... )

Tired right now kinda mad cause I may have not done so good on my culinary test as I would like to have.But o well I guess I will find out when he gives it back to me.I still can't get on my profile on my space with out it freezing on me so I am gonna try on Amy's laptop to see if I can get on it.Tomoow I have a half day hopefully it won't be so ( Read more... )

On the first day of christmas my true love gave to me ( Read more... )