Well the one thing that I have been fearing this whole week is happening now.In other word JJ is somewhere in town I just don't know where. He got something planned and I don't know what. Well I kinda do. Most likely he is gonna try to get me to go back to him. And the thing that scares me is that I may be blinded enough to go back to him. I was ( Read more... )

*Took away the sn name just so no one im's TT and he gets mad at me ( Read more... )

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I can't stand this no more. I don't know what the hell I should do. I mean I really like his guy but I am so freaking scared to really let him know. He knows that last year yes I did like him. But I don't think he gets how much I really like him now.In a way I wished he did. I wish I could just tell him straight up but I am so scared I will get ( Read more... )

Well that whole puking problem is once again coming back. Let see well the cheeseburger I had and when I had soup both times I puked it up. The soup mainly since it was a liquid. I am getting mad cause I know this whole summer it has been doing this to me alteast five times day or everytime I ate. But then it woul stop and so I wouldn't bother ( Read more... )

This morning I was so freaking tired and I felt lkke I was gonna puke so Steven kept poking me so see if I would. Nice of him huh? But anyway weird thing happen with my teacher I was talking to Mrs. Mazzone and she told me that she read my poem '' I am aware'' that I let her keep from last year to the 11 graders and she was all like sayin how it ( Read more... )

Well so far I think that I am dealing with all of the crap ok fo now atleast. The main thing that was helping was the fact that I was not left alone. But tonight will be the first night that I am alone. So I cleaned my room did over 21 quizzes putting stuf on my big posters. Just keeping my mind of how hurt I have been feeling from alot of ppl. ( Read more... )

Damm this week was messed up. Well I learned on thursday that there was stuff that Ashley said about me that really pissed me off. When she got to Sammies I did not say anything but when we were all in the van I was so freaking mad that I did not even realise that I was crying. Tom was trying to figure out what was wrong with me sayin that he'll ( Read more... )

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If you really loved me ( Read more... )