Being with you ( Read more... )

My little cousins chelsie and matt came down last yesterday so I have been hangin with them. Friday I went to the mall and got a new shirt. It was kinda fun.A little too much drama crap with some ppl. But not my problem. Jason bought a beer bottle that is green and looks like a wine bottle so he said I could have it when it is empty.Today we are ( Read more... )

Today I learned something so I'm typing this so I remeber. Life is too short for the drama. I mean Derek was only 28 and just like that he was gone. I can't live my life when I know that I may go over the edge. I am sick of living in fear of what ppl will do next. So naturally I'm gonna get rid of the bad. I have friends who I laugh with and we ( Read more... )

Ok note to self- Never go to a funneral again.I was shaking as soon as I saw the church. For crying out loud the last time I was near I church I cursed it so this was hard for me. When I saw Derek in the coffin I realize this was the first funneral I ever been to and realize what death means. Sure I've been to my grandparents when they died but I ( Read more... )

It's amazing how sad life really is now. Everyone is either yelling or crying.Truly sad. The thing I wish I knew is how and why do I fel so different.I find out all these lies ppl say to each other. Yet I always say wat is true. And when I find out the lies the person stills says they are not lieing. Why do they want to be so selfish ( Read more... )

I the love the pain ( Read more... )

These are the things mainly in middle school that u use to do. Not well most I should not have one and some I still do ( Read more... )

I don't know where I am
Or whose this man
I was riding my bike
When he pulled out a knife
I did not know what to do
As me pulled me in his van
Then drove away
He said if I screamed
He'd hurt me again and again
Then he threw me on his bed
Pulled down my pants
I don't know much
But I know this
I'm a nine year old girl
And I was just raped

I'm sitting here. Thinking of you. I dont know why I can't stop. Every time I think of you I want to puke. Yet I still can't get enough of you ( Read more... )

Ok ok I'm so happy this week.Today was great because I hung out with sammy and ASHLEY AND WE JUST HUNG WITH ALOT OF GUYS WE KNOW. tHEN WE WENT TO THE MALL AND i BOUGHT FISH NETS. tHEY TICKLED MY LEGS AT FIRST SO i WAS FREAKING PPL OUT.Then it was lightning out side so I went and got my friends we and to the top parking lot and watch it. It was so ( Read more... )