well, it's about 3:50 but my little sister woke me up at 3:30 she's going to Kanass to pick up kristin anyway she woke me up at 3:30 in the morning before i have to go to school because she wanted to know if i had batteries for her mp3 player...i think thats just alittle ingorent. so now i'm up watching mtv (which sux ass)...and i just turned it to ( Read more... )

yestarday i was pissed off b/c certain action people do when going through this hell called school. Today i felt better to know that i am really not the only person to be the way i am or to hide it. This doesn't make it any easier for me to let people know b/c they won't go easy on me. and the person i found out about i just so happen to hate and ( Read more... )

i hate them all....i want anyone that knows or thinks they know about me to know I'm not a lesbian I am not gay and i will not change my mind to avoid comments in the hall way. This is the way i am. If you don't like it fuck off , b/c there is nothing at all i can do about it... i wish i could but i can't. I just want a normal life and i don't want ( Read more... )

well, I'm bored as hell. I'm suposed to go to Steph's house tonight but she doesn't seem to want to call me. She gave me five different numbers to call her at but i called each one and no ones home on any of them.... that's just alittle odd. I'm really pissed at her... she told me she was gonna call on monday and she did call one time on Tuseday ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm.... i dunno if nat ever got bak on because i couldn't get bak on earlier b/c duddy was doin' somthing and kicked me off his computer...well, now mine is fixed so i can be in the privacey of my own room. yes,yes i can ( Read more... )

Nats bak...! yay!!! my dad just got better....

well, partly...at the beging of the day it was pretty kool, because Rachel gave me a kool eye ring. it's really cute...it has a lillte star on it and everything. Then ummm....i started getting nervus about my math grade because if i failed the class during S.S. then i failed the school year and then i got my grade and it was a C+. so it's not that ( Read more... )

i wanted to become a member of a community but everywhere i go kristin goes with me so i can't go there for some privicey... i already put a block on her but she somehow managed to go around the fuckin' block... i should have never made her a journal...she's like an annoying little sister that follows you around at school and every other fucking ( Read more... )

I'm really bored. i need to go to sleep. yes i do. for school tomorrow. i still need to see if nat's on. but i doubt it. well, I'm gonna go do things...

ummmmm....i had a pretty good day..how about you ( Read more... )