Comments | evilotaku: i feel dead.

evilotaku

i feel dead.

Aug 15, 2004 21:33

i feel REALLY fuckin weird right now. i feel like my body is a shell, and im trapped inside. its like im sitting there, and my body is doing the work for me. i tell myself to sleep, but my body does not respond. ive had much time to think, to wonder where i am in the scheme of things. and i have realize. im not in the scheme of things. if i ( Read more... )

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masterofthepen August 16 2004, 08:56:02 UTC

I'm not gonna preach and say "don't say things like that" because you have every right to feel any emotion you want. But please, try to weather through these emotions. I know it's hard sometimes, and I'm sure that school isn't helping too much, but if you were to suddenly disappear, people WOULD notice. I mean, even though you're only thirteen, you're one of the coolest people I know, and I count myself lucky that I met you. I consider you one of my closest friends, and that's saying something! If you ever need to talk/get out of the house for a bit, just give me a call. I leave my cell on all the time practically and get free long distance. That's what it's there for. I'm not gonna say "cheer up" but at least remember that you have friends that care very much about you, okay?

thanx evilotaku August 16 2004, 17:32:05 UTC

i know, i know. i understand that there are people that do care about me, i just began to notice the number dwindling. and another thing, that was one of those weird ass moments where i wasnt thinking, i just typed what i felt.but i have thise moments occasionally, and i get over them, eventually. so no worrys, ok?

You would be totally missed . . . bam2 August 16 2004, 20:12:38 UTC

I would have responded to this yesterday, but I was all doped up from my doctor's visit.

I've totally felt like that before too,...just kind of aimless, and bummed. Luckily I'm so ADD that something distracts me and I totally forget what I was all bummed about in the first place. I'm not sure if it works the same way for everyone....but I hope you're feeling cool soon.

As far as you fitting into the grand scheme of things. . . .you don't have anything to worry about there. Just think back to MetroCon and think about it again. You had a whole crowd of people cheering for you everytime you got out on the stage. There's not many people your age that could pull that off dude.

And on the subject of people missing ya . . . DUDE.....You know Monica, and I would be TOTALLY bummed if we came all the way back to Tampa....and didn't get to see ya. SO youd better be there next year....or we'll come lookin for ya. ^-^

Take Care Dyde

Re: You would be totally missed . . . evilotaku August 17 2004, 17:15:47 UTC

i know i know i know... im over it. it was just one of those moments where i just felt blah. but thanx, man. o and notice how short the enrtry is? luckly, im ADD too, so i kinda lost interest in like 10 minutes. i guess im kinda feeling bummed about going back to school, and whatnot.

but for now, its all good. ^^