blah... what a boring weekend...
blah... what a boring weekend... im really pissed though, because it had the possiility of being an awesome one. this sucs... i hate being grounded.
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the reason im grounded is because i did realy bad on my report card. as in an F and a D. T_T i dont know what happened. i just fucked up. simple as that. i dont normally do this bad. as a matter of fact, ive never gotten a d or f on my report card, untill now. but thank god, my mom was suprisingly soft on me. i think she might understand how much stress im under, my friends, trying to get into blake (yes you have to tryout), general teen angst. i think worrying about my grades so much may have even made them worse. i feel like such a prick. i know i dont have any close friends anymore, cept a couple at oushi (mebbe) and theyre college students, with lives and things to do. i cant expect them to just "hang out". that may be the problem. i dont ever just "hang out" with friends anymore. i think dylan has grown to hate me for some reason, and orlando is just a flat out prick. theyre the only ones that live close to me... ugh... ive gotta pee. ok, back. im just worried. i think im sick. im worried about everything.
i feel like im going crazy. ive barely left the house, or even computer for a whole fucking weekend practically. im definetely going stir crazy. *bangs head on keyboard*