I am insane! But i am so glad i finally got all that off my chest! I feel quite relieved, but still a little upset, but more relieved than anything.

So i went to school today and learned how to prepare myself for surgery, which i will never be performing. Um...i had a little bit of fun. I came home from school to find my dog covered in poopy. That ( Read more... )

jus like i figured! Pam Stenzel was awesome! And for those of you who don't think so, well yall can just GET OUT!!! Sometimes bein a virgin sucks, but dang...i'm glad i'm still one. Especially after having my memory refreshed on all those STDs. Nasty people.

Hmm...Mrs. Nifong loves me though...that's always nice to know. I apparently am incredibly ( Read more... )

for the love of God! just shoot me in the face and end it all! I have been so incredibly warn out the past few days. So i drank some redbull both days. Tasted horrid so i jus chugged it. But omg...too much energy for me. Never again...nope. But dude...i'm ready to be happy again. Life is jus stress!! i wanna cry!

So i went to school this mornin...my mother picked out my clothes. I actually felt rather pretty today. I went on a field trip to a blood bank today with my med science class. That was kinda boring. But on the bright side...we got lost on the way out there. That rocked.

After i got back to the school i went to jamie's house then hung out with jamie ( Read more... )

I love brandon!!!

I think....maybe...jus maybe...i can be positive today!!! SO....i learned that a certain mr. eli reads my lj. That made me feel good. I love eli! I love you too angela! and I love jamie! and i love lindsey! i love you abby! i love jessica! hmm...i wonder who else i love.

I heard from a certain matt today. He finally has a phone in his room, which ( Read more... )

So today, i was sick, and i was moody. I can't seem to get happy. I miss my college friends. I'm sorry i'm bein so down all the time, i'm probably bringing the few people who read this down as well.

But on the bright side, i got my license plate back. My buddy came by and put it back on. Then he got in the pool, then decided to put me in with all ( Read more... )

So...i jus can't help but be sick lately. It's not fun...not fun at all. I've been gettin constant back aches, and if not back aches, stomach aches. And now that those slowed down a bit...i either have a cold or my sinuses are bein stupid. I am snotty(ew) and can't stop sneezin. I can't seem to stop starin at this sophomore, he jus reminds me so ( Read more... )

Ok...so i love brandon, he has helped me out with like everything because...i'm a screw up and don't know anything about anything. But i found myself a lil picture of yesterday with me and stephanie and matt, he wasn't very happy cuz we made him wear a crown/veil thing for a flower girl. And pay no attention to me...i look huge for some odd reason!
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So...sayin goodbye was harder than i ever expected. I'm feelin quite depressed. But i wound up jus fallin asleep when i got home from hangin out with matt. it was awesome. We went wedding dress shopping with theresa and we really got to spend a lot of time together and he got to meet stephanie(oldest sister). Theresa and Stephanie are both leavin ( Read more... )