sometimes i think i am indestructible. i am not.
the 2 state police officers @my house last night told me i had talked to a rapist online back in july & they wanted to question me about it. he stabbed a girl, raped her & left her for dead in quincy. i guess they seized his computer b/c they found records of our convo/convos? & in one, he gave me his number. i never called him but it was still in my phone. *shudder*
he found me on alt & IMed me thru yahoo. his name was master_briancharles.
they asked me to fwd them any other convos i might have had w/ this monster (thats wot the lady cop called him) so i'm here @school looking.
i realize that i've been an idiot. for putting myself out there online. i thought i could meet ppl w/ similar interests on ALT.com but i never intended to meet anyone in person (esp. not for sex like most of them seem to) & never really met anyone nonsketchy anyway. so i am deleting my account. i know some of you will be happy to hear that.
i am def changing my yahoo name now. i am taking pics off my profile & leaving minimal info up.
i think of all the sketchy fuckers i've wasted my time talking to on yahoo IM & how i used to justify it saying i was amusing myself fucking w/ them. no more of that either. this is bullshit. i feel my own mortality & i dont like it. i guess it's about time tho.
i'm sharing this b/c i want everyone to be careful. be more aware how you represent yourself if you are online & who you talk to.