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death be not proud though some have called thee mighty and dreadfull thou art not so the reapers bells are low and slow. follow the reaper into the abyss, to come see this. reapers realm glows black with sorrow because there is no tomorrow. souls are added every day while there bodys rot with decay. metal is there only way to make it through the ( Read more... )

my pain is constant and sharp and i do not hope for a better world for any 1 in fact i want my pain to be inflected on everybody

as a friend from yesterday said im a cold hearted person and u know what maby i am and i dont really care i dont want to change my ways and by the way fuck everything that has happened in the past few months. fuck church,fuck having friends,fuck happyness,fuck everything. now this will be the end of this rant p.s fuck off and die

over the past few months iv done a lot to make my life easyer like getting rid of joel (was a friend) iv got my grades up to almost As and Bs church has helped me alot on the outside i seem happy but on the inside i still feel empty and depressed see im just sitting on the pc listenin to staind (1 of my fav bands) and the words just sink in every ( Read more... )

tonight was awsome me and the church went to see the lion,wich and the wardrobe which was the best movie this yr even better then harry potter it was just like the book which was cool bc i knew exactly where i was in the movie. then this kid beside me kept asking me what was going on and i told him to shut up and stop bugging me. he was really ( Read more... )

omfg this weekend was fucking awsome the next big thing 5 was the shit every band there rocked i cant wait till next year 30 sec to mars and staind made the entire show staind was the best band there i new every word to every song even thought we didnt get home till 11:45 it was worth it i got a staind shirt and a cd with all acustic songs on it ( Read more... )

well the week is almost over(yay)this weekend is so going to rock im going to 97xs next big thing 5 rock concert at coachman park in st pete its an allday thing the first thing im going to do is crowd surf into the pit the sad thing is i wanted to go to the church sunday but it doesnt look like ill be able to which makes me cry (tear)my pastor is ( Read more... )