I am at a loss with Erin to a good degree.  We are having a wonderful time hanging out, talking, sex.  I am gratefully glad that we have met.  She has been an inspirational patience in this ongoing process of my financial issue with my truck.  For that I am forever endebted to her.  The loss I am at occured during our conversation after dinner at ( Read more... )

Yes an update from the unknown void called Hattiesburg.  I am currently working on my 2nd week here after being stranded Labor Day.  My truck is indeed running as I can tell, or have been told.  All my attempts of getting the 2000.00 grandeoso el casho has all failed save one.  I have a credit score of 644 but since there are gaps between things I ( Read more... )

I am stuck here in Hattiesburg still cause my truck's transmission decided to commit mass suicide Monday evening when I was leaving.  It would appear that my 3rd and 4th gear clutch wheels have slipped and fused together, and the over drive and down shifting rods have splintered, and a few shifting syloniods (um I think) have also decided to join ( Read more... )

Overthinking?  I wish I was over thinking about Paige.  I wish that is all that it is.  Then I could just simply stop.  Alas, it is not.  My heart pounds daily in my chest, slamming itself deep inside as I wrestle to control it.  Why do I feel so heavily for her so suddenly?  Why does it hurt now worse than ever?  Why does regret fill me to the ( Read more... )

I watched a movie tonight that touched me greatly unlike any movie has ever done.  Libertine caressed the emotions of a man deep inside as he tried to sort out the chaos that was his life.  Yet, somehow with all the evil that was his doing and undoing, he managed to still do the right thing he needed to do and was to let no man or woman best him.  ( Read more... )

Had a good time last night.  Cabra came down and He, Andrew, Laureling, Rob, Vicky, her daughter Munchie, and I went to this high class Irish restraunt called McGuire's.  A fantastic place.  There is nothing that can match up to how huge and how active this place is on the coast.  Hell of all the places in New Orleans I have been, still nothing.  ( Read more... )

I got to dream last night.  An actual dream, but yet not an actual dream.  I remember it, yet it held a deja vu feeling to it.
I am not supposed to have deja vu when remembering a dream.  Something is up.
The dream held a lot of people in it.  i think it had everyone I can possibly remember interacting with in my life.
Odd.
It was set sometime from now ( Read more... )

A few days ago, I emailed Paige to see how she was doing.  I needed to email her.  I needed to talk to her.  I missed her.  I missed her hard.  Now I know some of you are going 'oh jeez not again' .  Piss off peons.  Plain and simple.

Paige surpassed Sarah in my life.  Paige knows that is a massive step.  Sarah was a love that literally changed me ( Read more... )

This rant is dedicated to one individual that I was hoping was my friend, but recent events have shown that they are not.  If you don't want to fucking talk to me, THEN  FUCKING SAY SO!  Don't be hiding away pretending nothing is wrong.  When I call, don't be a fucking bitch and hide behind family members who already gave away that you are there.  ( Read more... )

It is 3 am and I cannot sleep.  I have to be up in exactly 3 hours to go to work.  i know why I can't sleep, but it bothers me a great deal.  All day today I have been thinking of Valerie for some reason.  I am a bit perplexed as to why I have been thinking about her.  I will admit I miss having her around.  I miss simple talks and just the ( Read more... )