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ok sothis is i texting convo i had today.
Me: I've been told to ask why your messing with me?
Dan: Ok whatever I'll stop messing with you
Me: I dunno why she said that. R U messing with me?
Dan: Depends on the persons opinion
Me: B/c i want you and you want me and we ain't together.
Dan: Yea i guess i am then huh. Sry I'll stop
Me: stop what?
Dan: messing with you
Me: which means what?
Dan: exactly what it says
Me:We aren't going to talk? or get back together?
Dan: thats up to georges apporvel
*I get pissed the fuck off b/c i am a grown ass woman and I make MY OWN desions. I'm not 13 i don't need my friend to tell who the fuck i can date.*
*calls Dan* *some dick answers i get pissed hit a wall and hang up*
*insert lots of other meaningless texts here*
now this this next one is what kills me
Dan: to tell you straight up there probalbly is no future with us as lovers.
ok so you just still been sleeping with me after we broke up to get some? i never meant anything to him. apparently my feelings don't matter. right now i am stressing with it adn i am sick as hell with it. and then everyone at work is telling me not to cryand that they can hook me up.. i do not want just to date.. i never do.. i like ppl but everyone is too good for me.. they want to hook me up iwth this one guy who i guess is cute and shit.. but if hes that hot WTF he want with me? i am ugly. and fat. i had wanted so much outta life. iwanted a family. now why even try. love is ponitless and fake. i wouldn't make a good wife. i wanted kids.. like hella bad. now i don't even care. i don't want to get married or have kids.. fuck this.. i'm going to move to England with Marina.
/rant.