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ok so i am single.. and.. i mean for the long run... until i find someone i care about and makes me feel amazing.. and that can't happen b/c i am not looking and who in their right mind would come to me? so i need to do something crazy... sky dive... bungee jump.. anything where if i die it can look like a accident...
"The Closest Thing"
The closest thing to perfect.
But the farthest thing from me.
I'd love to be,
The shoulder that you cry on.
I'd love to be,
The friend you call when things are great.
You're the dream that hasn't ended,
And I'm still anxious for rest.
Your words they seem to hang above my head.
You're the bud before the flower,
Unfurls into full bloom.
Captivating beauty,
But it maybe all too soon.
You're the song that writes a story,
But leaves a lot to read.
The closest thing to perfect,
But the farthest thing from me.
And like I really deserve a chance to,
Sit across the table,
And tell you that I think you're wonderful.
And I think you're something special.
I guess this is my only chance to,
Say I wish I knew you,
Because I'm sure you're wonderful,
If I'd get to know you.
"Do You Believe Me?"
When you tried to build me up with the wrong words
All it did was kill me
And when you said you trust in all that I feel
I never quite believed you
So hold me up
And you should see
You're not supposed to be my enemy
I know your side
I understand
But you can let me feel it safe in my hands
You can make this very easy
If you can show me that you believe me
You could kill me, you can kill me
You can make this very easy
"As It Stands"
Everything I have in mind
It begins to fade away
I searched for it and I longed for it
And now I know it's gone
Everything has slipped away
And I'm so overwhelmed
Everything that rests upon my shoulders fell
I would like to tell anyone who has depended on me for themselves,
I'm sorry
And everyone I've held in my arms
I believed I've pushed away
I would be there if I could be there
But as it stands, I'm gone
Everyone has slipped away
Don't be overwhelmed
Everyone that loved me more than I could tell,
I'm sorry
There's a private hell for anyone who lives to only love themselves
Everyone has slipped away
Everyone has slipped away
Everyone has slipped away
Everything has slipped away
The Hardest Things"
They couldn't have told me
That it would be like this
That it could be like this
For you
I wish I would have known
That it could be like this
That it would be like this
For you
I know you're hurting
I know you're reaching out
I'm sure you wonder what this is all about
You couldn't sweat full, full words be known to you
I'm sure you feel it
You know I feel it too
Sometimes the hardest things in life
Are the things we have to do
And even when we feel it's right
I never want to hurt you
It's never simple
Deciding what should be
There's still a void here
When you're an absentee
You could be angry
But you're a bigger man
We know you'll make it
Never forget to stand
You have always been
You always will
You have always been a part of me
You have always been a part of me
You will always be a part of me
You will always be a part of me
You will always be a part of me
You've always been a part
"In Conversation"
This agitation
Revisits me
I wanna communicate
So freely
But when you talk to me
I don't think that I understand you
So hesitation would tell, tell me
Help me to think before, before I speak
But when you talk to me
I feel as if I can't control it
Can we just agree
Cause you when you talk to me
I feel as if I can't control it
Can we just agree
In conversation
I fail miserably
I want to be someone else
Whenever I speak
Cause when I talk to you
I don't think that you understand me
Can we just agree?
Cause when I talk to you
I don't think that you understand me
Can we just agree?
Conversation is amazing when we're free to say things people often won't because they hate themselves
These situations almost daily have a way of making people understand that all of us are one
But isolation and division will be our destruction, if we can't communicate
So as I contradict myself, and forget all I've said, I am free
"Everything"
How are you feeling?
What are your reasons?
Do you feel love or a lack there of?
Love is a bond without reason
A cry for connection
A light in your eyes
Love is a reason for living, a reason for trying, a reason for life
Forget the feeling
Get all your of reasons
Life is love or the lack there of
Love is a bond without reason
A cry for connection
A light in your eyes
Love is a reason for living, a reason for trying, a reason to cry
Love is a bond without reason
A cry for connection
A light in your eye
Love is a reason for living, a reason for dieing,
Love is everything
Love is everything
Love is everything
How are you feeling?
Love is everything
What are your reasons?
Love is everything
How are you feeling?
Love is everything
Love is everything
Love is everything
Love is everything
Ohh love, you move me
Ohh love, you move me
Love, move in me, move me
Love means everything