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evilunderneath

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Apr 11, 2005 21:06

I become old on tuesday :(

at least I have my lovely to console me . I hadn't thought about the specifics til this past week.....atleast I'm justified in having a midlife crisis soon

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denovan February 12 2005, 03:03:38 UTC

i become married on next saturday - quit yer bitching!

*hugs* :)

evilunderneath February 12 2005, 03:05:04 UTC

more an observation than anything but I imagine you were a little apprehensive when you turned 30 yes?

denovan February 12 2005, 03:08:09 UTC

oddly, i wasn't...

it was a big deal when i hit 35 tho...

evilunderneath February 12 2005, 03:09:59 UTC

dleayed reaction? hmm odd . oh well

silly you, in your underoos magickgirl2012 February 12 2005, 03:04:36 UTC

you, like me, will never grow old, we are true youth at heart. and you know it ;) Don't be fooled by the numbers... let your heart sing and play every day!
Happy Birthday to you, you've found love (woo hoo!), you need some more money, just like we allll do!

me drunk - sorry my little song sux happy birthday anyway

Re: silly you, in your underoos evilunderneath February 12 2005, 03:07:36 UTC

hehehe silly girl , you are the drinkeses . I know ,n the number is supposed to be a landmark and it kinda crept up on me . just a little bummed that I haven't accomplished more , thats all .

panzerboy February 12 2005, 03:41:57 UTC

Dude, 30 is jack shit, just another year... yeah yer not a kid anymore but kids are fukcing smart as a bag of hammers.

Im 32 now, no different than I was at 30, except I need more maoney for more gear... err wait that hasnt hasnt changed either. Really, even when you are 40 its still the same bag, do what you can get away with. If you still look 25 then live it up, people spend stupid amounts of cash to have that.

Soooo... you have a love now eh?? Thats supremely good, if anyone deserves it, its you. You have alot of juice in that heart to share and im glad someone gets to share it.

Now if I could only find a compatible host for my heart organism they would be dead like a space marine, so far they keep running away.... grrr wtf?

evilunderneath February 12 2005, 08:29:58 UTC

yeah man , just I'm noticing my brain going seriously downhill as I get older , I wanna have done something that I can hold onto , some evidence that I didn't waste my time here . I feel like the older I get
the less capacity to do stuff I have . my speech centre is already getting more messed , a lot of times I speak like I type or just plain backwards . I have the memory of a yamaha "portasound" and without meds I was having more that a seizure a week . thats the kind of thing that scares me particualarly about ageing . as to love man , thanks for the kind words . I waited 5 years for this and it was worth every second . dunno what those wacky western girls are all about but when they realize what people back this way already know you're gonna be a hot commodity . you and alex said it right . it's all about the tall skinny goth boys :) hehehe "dead like a space marine" *thumbs up* good one :)

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innoxia February 12 2005, 04:53:34 UTC

bah, join the club. :P seriously, 30 is no big deal. :)

evilunderneath February 12 2005, 08:00:57 UTC

it's more the measuring stick kinda deal . "you've lived this long" and I'm wondering what I have to show for it. ummm , I'm finally making just enough to be considered above the poverty line . thats about it

dirtybunny February 12 2005, 06:41:01 UTC

i feel your pain...it never really hit me until this year, and now i feel young but know my body is getting old despite me and my mindset; i feel like i'm running out of time and it scares the crap out of me.

evilunderneath February 12 2005, 07:54:04 UTC

I know exactly how you feel on that one , I feel like algernon .