Comments | evilunderneath: never again

evilunderneath

never again

Sep 27, 2005 18:37

it's over.

standing in limbo . what the hell do I do know ?
what the hell am I gonna do?

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tigertosser July 27 2005, 23:32:11 UTC

WhaT?? What's over? What's going on? Is everything ok?

evilunderneath July 28 2005, 01:51:53 UTC

tigertosser July 28 2005, 02:01:40 UTC

hmm.. it must be en-vogue right now because me and my buddy Jim are getting ousted as well. I feel like shit and it's only getting worse. I think I'm going to hole-up in my apartment for a bit. I wish I had a bomb shelter.

evilunderneath July 28 2005, 12:13:23 UTC

2 other couples I know just broke up in the last week or so . this sort of thing happens a couple times a year . a big blitz june/july and right around xmas . lucky us , we got our turn finally didn't we .......

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sabyorange July 28 2005, 00:20:44 UTC

Oh no! Are you alright?

evilunderneath July 28 2005, 01:52:23 UTC

siksyko July 28 2005, 00:22:37 UTC

*hugs*

evilunderneath July 28 2005, 01:53:24 UTC

hostile_trigger July 28 2005, 11:46:15 UTC

I hope everything gets worked out so you'se can both be happy. :( I wish there was some sort of reconciliation...

evilunderneath July 28 2005, 12:16:06 UTC

we managed to talk sanely and agree on much especially that much as we'd both like to stay together it won't work . and wasn't working for quite a while . it's been over since about late april but neither of us wanted to admit it or let go

i fell and got up again, and again, until i make it right. magickgirl2012 July 28 2005, 13:20:41 UTC

i feel for u. stuck in a relationship that has never worked, i am. Im so sorry hun, but the right one will come. i know it sux, andsux to think that way. don't see it as a waste, but a time to grow and learn and also love yourself... because you are a beautiful person, sweet, loving, funny, awesome, and never forget it or let anyone take any of that away from you. I love you warren and so do many others. **HugS**

Re: i fell and got up again, and again, until i make it right. evilunderneath July 28 2005, 14:33:00 UTC

thanks for the kind words Jess . it's not that I hate myself or anything , just I thought I knew myself (mostly I do 99%) but the night we broke up was awful and I don't lke the person I became for that short while . it reminded me of all the terrible punk couples that I tried to leave behind when I escaped punk-rock-land . I'm still at distanced from them just I never thought I'd see similarities in myself . I just need some time off to affirm my own personality and get my life on track . I think it'd be a good time to knuckle down on the music that has been all to often neglected .

sloot July 28 2005, 18:39:26 UTC

don't be so jaded as to mean it when you say "never again".

Please let it happen again.

evilunderneath July 30 2005, 19:45:43 UTC

never again refers to losing control . I can't

sloot July 31 2005, 00:21:04 UTC

aaaah, sorry. I heard "I'm never going to fall in love again because I don't want to get hurt again".

Never stop falling in love.

evilunderneath August 1 2005, 15:31:29 UTC

I doubt it's possible to stop falling in love . I don't want to hurt or be hurt . a friend and I were just discussing what happened to "happily ever after" I think it may have been a sniper
or posible al queda involvement .. NO WAIT el nino