it couldn't be more obvious that this is about me.so,although pride and insecurity hinders me sometimes,i care about you more than you know and i'm sorry i made you feel like you were left alone.but you were wrong to feel like i ever completely abandoned you.i know i got wrapped up in everything but i never stopped caring about you.i was just trying to cope.i didn't feel as if anyone was really there for me either,i know you listened but i felt like you listened to my problems out of obligation.probably just insecurity again.i can't seem to help pushing people away when i'm hurt,i don't want to be thought less of,to be seen as pathetic.i didn't forget you,i forgot who i was...now and then i am and was a mess and i'm sorry you feel like you have to deal with me,i just don't know how to fix anything right now.all i can have is hope..that we can be close again and that i can get my life back together.in the end,you have to take my word for it,it's your descision to let me back because i'm groping for the right words and sometimes there
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